Is it abnormal to not miss someone at the moment? Cause you were hurt somehow and now though you have forgiven them but can't forget your pain. When they still feel the same but you can't fake it anymore to make anyone happy. You talk, live but don't feel alive somehow. Though you behave normally with them and they do care about u a lot you still can't get over it.
You start blaming yourself and hating people. People who love you create a cage around you. You don't want to live inside the cage but you don't wanna hurt them too. Is it weird?
Just being yourself and avoiding people whom you don't like even if they love you. You are honest you tell what you feel still they don't get you.
And you lost yourself again inside this loop.
Blaming yourself for everything...
@13thdaydreamcatcher
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