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my mom .
Like any other kid i grew up happy . With a loving mother who is my best friend the one who always encouraged me to try new things and well she is my everything .
I never really knew much about my dad , he was never there and it was just mom and me .
At the age of 9 , i wish that one beautiful day , random man will knock on our door and say , " Its me , your dad honey " And we will all live happily ever after . But that never happens .
At school i often got called as , the weird girl who knew nothing about her dad .
At the age of 14 , i feel bad for my mother , will it be better if i dissapear i thought .I just felt bad for my existence and making my mom stressed and hearing her soft cries at night often makes me cry . But she , the strongest person always hug me when i feel down or sad . And you know i just wished that my dad , like my friends dad you know on my birthdays i wish he could give me gifts , and kiss me before bed and protecting me from dirty boys .
And that never happen , never . But then i want to thank my beautiful mom , on rainy days we have to share blankets , on thanksgiving we have to eat potatoes just potatoes but I was never sad . She was just a little girl going home from school for thanksgiving with a delicious meal made by her comfort person . My mom never gave up , she often starve since we don't have much food in our house , our house was warm , and peaceful .
My mom once told me , " I want to give you all the beautiful things on earth , but i will save that here since on heaven there are way more beautiful things ".
Well mom , is heaven really that beautiful ?
Sitting by your grave and your beautiful lilies are besides you . But you know what mom , you are way more beautiful . Thank you to the one who sacrifice herself for the sake of me , starve herself for me , telling me its ok when things are not ok for her . My strong beautiful mother . Wait for me in heaven .
I never really knew much about my dad , he was never there and it was just mom and me .
At the age of 9 , i wish that one beautiful day , random man will knock on our door and say , " Its me , your dad honey " And we will all live happily ever after . But that never happens .
At school i often got called as , the weird girl who knew nothing about her dad .
At the age of 14 , i feel bad for my mother , will it be better if i dissapear i thought .I just felt bad for my existence and making my mom stressed and hearing her soft cries at night often makes me cry . But she , the strongest person always hug me when i feel down or sad . And you know i just wished that my dad , like my friends dad you know on my birthdays i wish he could give me gifts , and kiss me before bed and protecting me from dirty boys .
And that never happen , never . But then i want to thank my beautiful mom , on rainy days we have to share blankets , on thanksgiving we have to eat potatoes just potatoes but I was never sad . She was just a little girl going home from school for thanksgiving with a delicious meal made by her comfort person . My mom never gave up , she often starve since we don't have much food in our house , our house was warm , and peaceful .
My mom once told me , " I want to give you all the beautiful things on earth , but i will save that here since on heaven there are way more beautiful things ".
Well mom , is heaven really that beautiful ?
Sitting by your grave and your beautiful lilies are besides you . But you know what mom , you are way more beautiful . Thank you to the one who sacrifice herself for the sake of me , starve herself for me , telling me its ok when things are not ok for her . My strong beautiful mother . Wait for me in heaven .
