sometimes people don't understand that being betrayed is not then just betrayed betrayed is when people really do the most in the bad way and don't think about the other person in the consequences that come behind it and it's bad when his family and friends and lover that you have the most betrayal but the bad thing of it is when you live through your betrayal and you know all the people that did the most and betraying you but think about it is I watch all my betrayal head on and God showed it to me and he really blessed me through it all and the same people that betrayed me is the same one that I used to bless with anything home eating I mean take them wherever they need to go bless their life and they didn't have a respect for me at least beyond about what's going on with you and then the thing about it when it comes to family and friends and love her you really think different about that and you really don't understand why they portray but I've seen all my betrayal head on my kids I know they mean well ADHD they can't help it and they had a lot of struggles in their life but at the same time right now they need me and I have to be here for them just like the mother that I am and don't complain but I know God got me and I don't want for anything and God made sure I don't have to want for nothing but talking about this trail to lose my house my car I didn't lose my life but I did learn a lot of things living in Augusta Georgia and that's where all my life I lost that because right now I'm still not getting my mail that I know I should be receiving and nothing too the justice system did bad judgment to me I had to fight my way back home but thank God my daughter did bring me back home and right now I don't mind taking care of my babies because right now they the one blessed me back to my mental I'm not crazy I know things are going on that I cannot explain but at the same time life goes on and people are who they is the witchcraft the graveyard dirt how how people just do so many things to people and just don't have a real respect bone in their body I'm sorry that I was raised a different way than they would but at the same time I was raised in church I couldn't I can not live the way that people live and I just live the way I can and the best way I can but I do keep God first sometimes we don't understand we do married twin flame but same time twins they don't know about twins more less on soulmates but I'll leave it up to God regardless of all things I just remember that I know who betrayed me who love me and who hates me too but the same time I'm just going to let God do it and I appreciate my grandchildren for who they are and I love them all making my way back