This year 2022 is kind of special for me because I met a person in this year which is totally different from me. In starting I think she was kind of stupid and immature but knowing her better I understand that she was just my lost part that was missing from me for a very long time . she understands me and got a very good heart but slowly I get attached to her and then I realise that she was a gift for me in my disturbed life because I'm not good as a person but she was a good person and she changed me really i'm a rude, egoistic,arrogant and angry guy in the starting of this year but now I am totally different person from before now I am kind,polite and humble and little bit mature also just because of her .After sometimes I get true feelings for her and I am kind a happy because I never really had such experience in my life before . Everything is special about her she makes me feel alive in my disturbed life she give me a hope for change in my life but after sometimes I confess her my feelings for her she rejected me because she doesn't have feelings for me she was just being nice to me but I have feelings for her so I tried a lot of time but all my tries fail then i have to accept that you can't force someone to love you and care for you and have feeling for you it's totally natural things .I really want her in my life because I have feelings for her and I'm gonna miss her a lot because when this year end I have to move on from her but I don't want to move on but I have to move on because this is life not a movie that the person you loved ,loves you back but the beautiful and precious memories of her running in my mind all time .If there is any possibility that she can be in my life I will grab this possibility and make her mine but this is not possible .In the end I just wanna say one thing that I loves her a lot and care for and I just wanna see her smile . She always stay happy in her life and achieve what they want in her life and I am gonna miss her a lot in my disturbed life.
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