She wasn't supposed to born
Because she wasn't a boy.
Thanks to her mom dad she is still alive.
She was unwanted by her grandparents,
she was about to be aborted.
But thanks to her hero it's no-one but her dad.
She was unaware of this till the age five
But she was still a child when her aunt told her the bitter truth of her life.
At that age she wasn't supposed to know that.
She was asking herself the same question am I not good enough?
What's my fault being a girl or not being a boy?
She is still fighting with herslf where she felt worthless, unloved by everyone and herself.
Even if you said you loved her she won't believe and she won't love you back.
Now maybe she is trying to know her and trying to love herself.
But pain always goes in the vain.
Please don't tell her that's not even a big problem that she is caring about.
It's just a past get over with it.
You can't talk about what she has gone through.
The trauma she was carrying to herself for the years is still with her the same.
Now her grandparents are no more but still, she recognized as an unwanted child girl.
She was boomed when her birthdays weren't celebrated but her brother's birthday was celebrated.
She even didn't know the date when she was born.
She asked her dad when I was born?
He gave her the answer.
But she has so many questions to ask.
She was scared though.
One day she put herself together, and asked her dad why her birthdays aren't celebrated but her brothers are?
And her dad has no answer.
But she knew the answer because she is not a boy.
She again asked another question dad, "I heard that I was unwanted when I wasn't born yet."
Dad replied, "Who told you that? I loved you, my child. If the thing would have been like that you weren't here to ask me that question."
But to her that I love you still sounds like I hate you.
Maybe she was loved too much loved but she doesn't know that.
Those years what she wanted was her dad's love,
She did everything that her dad wanted, she obeyed him, she studied day and night to make him feel proud.
But in those years she forgot to love herself.
She was used by her own self by her selfish desires.
No she is good atleast we can say.
But please don't let your child be that way.
Are we really the one who decides who is going to live and who is not?


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#babygirl

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