Dear Diary - 9/Aug 2023

I was not expecting to bother you this soon again but I need to get a few things off my chest that happened yesterday…

I had a breakdown sometime before lunch, because I was told to revisit my doctor… doesn‘t matter why really but it‘s needless to say that I couldn‘t handle the fact to face him again. The one I had to open up to and explain to that I‘m physically unstable and that I desperately need help. And now I‘ll let you guess how he reacted to that…

Nevertheless I managed to pull myself together somehow and...