Hello everyone, I pray hope and I have faith very well indeed do I not only Believe that my God has somehow some way more then once I do know he tried I pray that you have felt seen his love all around you even if your life may seems such a mess listen my dearest friend this I do know if you or the rest the world knew even half of what I go through or live through I know I do hide my pain very well it is indeed very very deep no words will ever be able to tell you or this world how I am feeling why you may see me smile is because this I know I stand myground lol do I have any takers that would love to try to push me to the ground see if you can take my joy away you can not no one can take my joy away that is where down in my heart I have the joy joy down in my heart from my Love my God my maker he is real dont try to tell me different save your sweet breath for something else for yes Putting my God my Lord down is fighting Words I will show you an everyone else lol I have an I will till my death stand for him for he stands with me I am is child his blood runs in me This If you would I do not need to know who will for me pray for these people that beat me puts me down rape me do as they may with me pray for them that soon they will come to him I do not understand why people do as they do but I am not their judge I wont lie I have to ask for forgiveness from my God to help me see the good in them as well not to run away from where my God has put me for him to help me understand their is a reason for me here where I am I do not like it at all yes indeed I do want to run away I had tried but they had always found me in the last 2 weeks the beaten the things they had done to me has been so so bad I know God is with me in my eyes I do not see how I am even walking when I shouldnt be at one time I did fear them for I had seen the things they did to others for I was told I shouldnt of maybe told them You had losted your game is over I told them 12 years ago that I had already won because I have had the best caoch he had never losted an he will never His name was God they thought I was fooling them I shown them copys I had already sent into the cops and the FBI and so many others everything I told them they could keep the copys yes theysaid I was a died Bitch yes I lol at them Yes I told them to try to kill me yes they have tried but each time I stood back up when everyone thought it was over when really it should of been God has always been with me I never knew it would be as bad as it has been I was told did I believe No but now all yes indeed I do At night I do beg my God to end all this I beg him to take me away from thi place all I hear child Im with you I am proud of you all my life thats all I ever wanted to hear go on think I need to be put away for hearing a mans voice this voice is the same voice that I heard when I was a little child still today I am a child his child going on 3 years now almost now I stepped over their little line stood face to face with them they never thought I would do as I did they have been in the wrong an so many others had knew that their has been some that never made it as far as I did but I didnt do it my God has done it all I told him do as you want with me use me to do right your well all i want is to make you proud mmmm maybe i should of thought of that lol then again I am so glad I sold my soul my spirit my heart to him It has been the best thing I had ever done in the pass almost 3 years Childeren young men and women had been saved because my God used he didnt use me he just shown off his work an he never messes up humans do man kind does I can not tell you if I will make it to the night hour I do not know what my Gods plans are for me forgive me for always begging him to just take me home all my life I ahd always told everyone I am just passing through this isnt my home while I am here tho I will share my Love that I was given to me by My true Love the one I want to run into his loving arms Jesus Christ I can not Love no man yes I can Love others but no man no human will or could ever be as good as him many had tried it was funny to see I know I shoulnt of thought it was funny it was cute at times how so many has tried I know its hard to believe me when I am as true as they will ever be that youll ever meet yes in the pass to do as I needed to be albe to take these people down I had to play a game hear me now each an everytime I told God I couldnt do this he had to take over I could show youthings tell you things I know it has been him Yes he is coming back its all around everyone I do not care what part of this earth you may live you could be livin gon the moon you can see it open your Bible its their I am like WoW something 20000 years old is telling me things that are going to happen 3 years ago I writen the White House even Called talked to many people told them the wrong they where doing I tried to help them I even told them of things that would happenbut I was just teling them what I was told by my God this world has to come together yes this sickness isnt going away shootting kiling rapping floods fires its going to keep gettin wrost my dearest friend but this isnt nothing if you or the others dont not let God in your life what will happen to you or others you think this is bad no no its not what he is going to do for you or the others not listening to him he said it in his book dont lie to your self dont try to play as a fool its real i know i am right plz plz dont try you as every one else will lose thier isnt no way for you or any one to know how I know I will win what I got going on cuz you will never we have ppl on the other side as well helping us working with us all bring what you have beat me till I die I will not give you names nothing cuz these ppl are standing fighting for God all the right reasons an we are not getting nothing we do not want nothing enough is enough I know I have sounded like a bitch forgive my words i have been a little rude to much up fronte truthful with you all like i said i am a child of the living God for the 1st time in my life I can let it out tell the world I got your Balls in my backjeans can this world hear our song now its going ot get louder an louder. okay here the 10-4-4-11 God didnt make man to be with man woman with woman no no dont try to pull that line i am sick or I wasnt born right for real come on God doesnt mess up you just dont love your self you dont see just how beautiful you are the raping telling men an women what they can an cant do for one your not my God the last ime I checked dont you have a heart dont you bleed red as me selling ppl Jesus Christ even before him it was to end no one owns me or you even tho yes theydo in this world if I make it out of here alive I have this feeling I will I may need to go see a dr. most likely I know i will right now i am in so uch pain fro the beaten like right now i was told to get off here and do as i am told fuck them they can kiss my big left toe My God keeps telling me right now He telling you be fine dont get up do as they say yes it will hurt but i will not die its not trustin ghim but i a 36 years old he has never never lied let me down men has I have broken every law in man book and they know i did hell i sold drugs to cops big names a year an half ago they put me in jail for 7 days for yes in their books it was wrong I panted WWJd on the roads i was asked to clean it up no no I gotten in troulbe it wasnt me it was my friend that did it put a bible in a mail box and their wasnt no way for them to know it was us the lady an man well the lady somereason wishes i was died that i do not understand whyfor one she called me asked me at 3 in the morning to help save her life she needed help that no matter what i tried you know the hosp. with her that didnt work then out of the blue yes in others eyes i was a rat but she was killing her self she was in jail for 9 months while she was in their she found out she was dieing when she gotten out sh ecalled me an thanked me for saving her life she knows somewhat what i am doing an why she thinks i am crazy yes i am if your eyes had seen what mine had your ears had heard what mine had if your bodywent through what mine has if you knew form 7 years old what these ppl do an at 12 you shown a man be killed at 12 an that summer a old man old man comes to your home gives my grandpal money to keep me for a week i was 12 years old some how this as well i know God is real that whole week even tho he paid for me he didnt do anything to me the very 1st old m an that had ever was my grandpal then again 16teen 21 , 27 right noe he has been bed fast for 4 years i rember that day well he yell for me to come into the living room where he was he told me to suck his dick if not he was going to hurt my son that even my son my oldest things has been not right a little off i found out my grandpal had been doing things a grandpal should of never i gotten inhis face had him by the neck told him i hope an pray an beg my God will let me watch you die hurt where no dr. could ever help him that i pray he does 4 years bed rest hurt so bad no pain meds helps his face where his nose is you can see the bone what ever he has going on that is one his face had eaten his face he can not see out one eye soon he will be in the drak his child my so call aunt comes in and tryi to take care of him 3 weeks ago he was seeing stuff thats from the devils world he has been hearing people talk to him he told my aunt that this tall guy wont leave him along that he thinks it funny he tells my grandpal the pain is going to be so bad that he wished he was died call me a witch i do not care everything i told you God did an everything that you see wrong on tv or what ever yes man did they said open your bibles ppl God is upset he had enough but he is still hoping having faith he still cares what you want him to do be a lier if he didnt do what he said that has been writen in the bible then he would be just as men of this world the thing i am sorry i jump around so much but its not me when i gotten into troulbe for writing things as i said on the road an all out of every town county around here in wv my church going town only was the only ones that pushed charges on me yeah i gotten so much on them they just dont know really i didnt have to do much to get the other stuff they did it their self i am going to go i love you all God is coming back I am not sayying now when for he only knows
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