I'm tired of being me . i need an escape plan.
oh but how!
i love new joy and new ventures. it helps me stay positive
but this one is hard
i need to breathe after every breath
yet i can't breath I'm drowning in my own problem stressing
struggle to find a certifying solution
strained and hopelessly living
what a life i say to myself
it has changed drastically i would say quickly but it doesn't feel that way
it's slow change but unexpected and not so desired. it's very negative

i close my eyes in hope I'll blink back to tranquility
it never works
i wise woman once said to me. there is no real solution
you take it day by day
jump in to a routine
it will keep the depression away untill you get a hang of it
stay true to your end game
apply the old term discipline
you will start to see the light at the end of the tunnel