ajkal pta nahi mere saat kya ho raha hai bcoz I m innocent type. actualy jab bhi koi mujh par apna gussa dikhata toh mai rone lagti aur sochti kyu usko mujh par taras nahi ata. aur phir lag jati hoon usko shudhrne mai yeh soch kar ki sayed khabhi toh use akal ayegi ki jis par gussa karte hai woh andr se bahut toot jate hai unhe sirf pyar se har baat samjayi ja sakti hai apne office mai 2 saal tak maine apne boss ke bete ka gussa bardast kiya kyuki woh mujhe acha lgta tha mujhe lagta tha ki woh kahi na kahi pareshaan hai sayed woh isliye mujh par gussa kar khud ko relieve deta hai but yeh toh galt hai na ki mai toh usse pyar ki umeed karti hoon ki woh pyar se baat kare but har baar ki tareh mere emotion se khel kar chala jata hai aur phir I din mai angry bn gyi aur maine usse khub gussa kiya aur us din woh khamosh ho gya aur woh jaan gya ki mai bahut sensitive hoon takhleef hoti hai mujhe bhi aur ab uski buri habbit mere andr aa gyi ab woh mujhse dar 2 kar baat karta hai aur jab usne pyar se baat karna shuru kiya toh mai bahut khush ho gyi aur tabhi mujhe eahsaas hua ki mujhe usse pyar ho gya maine bahut kosish ki mai use bta du lekin mai darti thi ki sayed sab kuch khatm na ho jaye kyuki mai bahut middle class type thi isliye maine apne pyar ko nafrat mai badl diya mai uska bura nahi chathi bas mai usko dekhna nahi chathi agr meri usse nazr mili toh mai toot jaungi aur phir yeh silsila abhi tak chal raha hai plz batao ki mai kya karu kya mujhe bta dena chayeh ki mujhe usse pyar ho gya hai ya phir chup chap chalne du jo chal raha hai ab app hi bta do kya yeh koi zindagi hai