My day begin with the same routine I had been doing for the past years living in the same roof with my husband.
He stared me like I am nobody far from the beginning of our sweet moment days.
He put his cup of coffee in the table and sit right infront of me ,we stared each other for a second and gaze away .
I don't even know if we still love each other from the years we have been together.

I still saw the man whom I first fell inlove way back 1992 ,a very handsome man I whisper in myself.

As he continue to sip in his coffee he handed me some documents.
I am too nervous to hold it because I know in my mind that it is a divorce paper.


I open the envelope ,I was right it is a divorce paper I look at him in his eyes.

Its been so many years I've been hurt for his treatment towards me ,my tears suddenly drop and I could not help I cried infront of him.

What on earth do I deserve to be treated as a garbage when I am no longer fresh! as fresh as his mistress.

Yes he has a mistress !I lived my life and served him as a devouted wife but he doesn't even value me or our marriage or the promised he made infront of God.

I can't no longer control my pain and I sign the papers .
I've realized maybe it is not too late to start all over again ,it is not to late to enjoy life being with me ,myself and I .
I walk and enter into our room begin to pack my belongings as I finish ,I saw him standing in the door looking at me feeling sorry.

I smile just to ease the tension and say some words"I know my life had been revolving into serving you as my husband ,loving you so much that I neglected myself,you always hurt me emotionally in those years but I had a promise to God to love you until my last breath.But now I have to give you freedom but as I promise I will love you far apart until my last breath.I love you and I wish your happiness because you are my happiness".

The words I say is tearing me into pieces it is not easy but as soon I finish everything.I leave and kiss him for the last time.

Fresh air I engulf when I started to walk outside in the house where I live in so many years.I don't know what tomorrow may bring but I am ready again to face it.
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