have you ever asked yourself why it always has to be you? like you see everyone except you happy and going good in life while you remain stuck in this same old world you want nothing to do with. well I have and everytime I would sink deeper into the question, dont surface for a long time. when I finally did I would have used all my air, look drained and suffocated. I looked at life like it was my ill wisher. It always had to draw me in the centre of disasters but not long ago, I strangely realized it wasn't the case. one morning I woke and for a change decided to change the path I drove my life on. I thought I was happy and blessed. The universe wasn't shady on my side, I wasn't an outcast. And then magic happened. I saw life didn't throw me on the darker end, it was I who intentionally with a sound mindset decided to step into it. And now that the world proved to be cold and painful, I blamed it on life and endless other things for the way things turned out when it was a decision only I made. Your world isn't the way it is because you are destined to live this way. Your world is your decision, something only you had the power to choose~