So I guess you would call this a wonderful realization. pretty but to smart girlie but not girlie enough? damn you haven't except the change. Reality bites when 🤔 well realization can be a horrible habit of breaking out of I mean come on now. so when I hit beauty I was what a mere 16, though I might add I legitimately turned sweet 16. I fucked my best friend which I guess you would call a sweetheart? right dude we were playing a game isn't that the reality of the mix, I was even asked why wasn't I acted like a lost sheep of my girst love. Seriously 🤣 I mean I didn't get knocked up and I wasn't horny all the time, I just had my girlfriend and was fine with that. The only annoying part was my aunt 🙄 she has this guy friend well lesbian 🙄 who is married to a woman. dude I fucking cannot stand the cleich "She didn't have parent's 😤 so we are going to automatically assume what she likes to fuck. dude it's a nightmare 😫 like everyone in the family knows. dude then get this why in the hell did this bitxh tell me I thought you were going to hell because you had two girl's out of wedlock look 😒 I didn't fuck the world I literally try to plan a life 😤 the last thing I need is a self conscious woman comparing herself to me and her life. I mean between my aunt keeping me and my sister's out of school I didn't know what was worst the lies or the or more they began to believe 🤔 you know this is my reality. dude was even jumped by my ex-husband and his family.👪 I bet you didn't know how much of a push over my ex-husband is infectious. Even the children in jis family laugh at him it's fucking sickening.😢 You would think I am bitter right ✅ 😐 Mot even close this dude still acting like a little kid 🙄 I gave him everything to not even feel sorrow. I asked for a divorce I suffer from. depression 😔 this man was so vindictive that he even hide my medicine. 💊 I didn't find out until I signed up for help. He is such a narcissistic prick, that he allowed his weak ass family make up lies about me. Yet at the same time tried to pretend to be my friend well what is a proper thing to say without being offensive to LGBT. I respect 🙌 and have alot of hay friends but, guys are not totally dicks. first thing this prick 😤 said to me was sign my rights over to my children 😒 when I refused he a0nd his family attacked me.