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Selfish Love: chapter 11
Ruru sighs and said "its okay...dont feel bad, im still here, im right here"
"But i love you.."
"You can love me..as a sister.. i know it hurts, besides im not your match anyway, there's plenty of other people you can love, why are you so into me, im not as good or as fun as others..im like a loner"
Maruqez hugged Ruru even tighter as she says
"You're different, i feel so alive when im with you, or when you're around with me, while others..make me feel left out"
"Love takes time, you cant just meet a person in a second and be like 'will you marry me'"
"I love you so much that i dont or cant find anyone better"
"If you love me, why do you force me on doing those things with you, and beating me up? You're..abusive and forceful towards me"
Maruqez slowly loosens her hug and looked down, while Ruru is waiting for Maruqez's reply.
"You cant force someone to be who you want them to be, or what you want them to do, and abuse them if they dont"
"You're only looking to my bad side! Why didnt you look on the good side!? I've done my all best for you!"
"It doesn't matter, that wont fix the problem you're giving" Ruru walked away but Maruqez held her wrist, but she doesn't know what to say when Ruru looked back..she just slowly lets go of Ruru's wrist. Ruru felt sad and said to herself "i must not show her i feel sad about her, its time she have to give me up". Then suddenly Ruru got a phone call from Yuna, Ruru excitedly replied
"Hey, how are you Ruru?"
"Im fine, what about you?"
"I miss you so much"
Maruqez left the house and decided to sit back to where they both sat together today..watching the sun set, and wind was blowing quite hard. Shizu was just walking and saw Maruqez, she was just staring at her with no empression. What is she thinking?..suddenly Maruqez felt someone hug her head from behind, when she looks up, it was Shizu.
"Something happened?" Shizu asks as she smiles. Maruqez sighs as she replies "its between me and Ruru.." Maruqez explained her situation, Shizu felt bad while listening, when Maruqez was done, she sarcastically laughs as she said "didnt i tell you?? Keeping a big secret that could create disaster, its a bad idea! You will never know when it will just spill!"
"I guess im just stupid"
"Yes you are extremely stupid and selfish, there's so many others to love, why are you putting yourself into...