So leaving off on part two I addressed how being unhappy was not in my future for any reason what so ever and I know being miserable can be done alone. To address my past I must start by saying Abuse of any kind will be absolutely not tolerated because I hold a damaged soul and being broken is not being loved. If you are looking for someone to break then pick yourself apart. And please understand I do not want any pity party feel bad for me crap just an understanding that the next time a man puts his hands on me I will make sure he never puts his hands on anyone else. Now as far as being broken I have good days and bad days and some days where I just want to be alone so yes one must understand this without being upset and confused because honestly it's nothing personal but really personal to me. Now for the most part a relationship should never be so serious yes it should be taken seriously but the relationship itself should be lightweight meaning laughter should evolve everyday and fun should always be present. I think food fights and pillow fights are just ok on the regular. I want to laugh just because and dance without the music. lay on a blanket under the stars rite in the back yard because the bed tends to get a little boring. Hold me when I push you away because that's when I'm really needing you the most for some people like myself are made a little backwards and at times struggle to express emotions in the proper way. Relationship's to me are all about acceptance and accepting one another no matter what so there is always an understanding that is made from the very beginning so that both people will know if it's something tolerable for them. And for God sake just be honest so alot of heartache can be saved because truthfully we all know inside of us when we get serious with someone if it's something we really want for a lifetime and if any kind of doubt crosses your mind then there is your answer so listen. That would be your subconscious warning you and most of the time we ignore what it has to say. I'm saying don't settle life is to short for that and no I don't mean to be a nickel out searching for a dime but to find what you really want and someone who makes you truly content and not with someone because of being in a hurry or for other reasons. Some of the best things in life are the unexpected and we look to hard sometimes due to simply being human and longing for affection that every human needs.. The best things happen when we're not looking at all. I don't believe there is a such thing as the perfect love story and don't expect one but I do believe we control our own love story and can choose to make it magical or just simply regular well for me and myself I choose magical for days are numbered and I want to make them all count.

Part 4 coming soon
© LaDonna Michelle💛