So leaving off on part two I addressed how being unhappy was not in my future for any reason what so ever and I know being miserable can be done alone. To address my past I must start by saying Abuse of any kind will be absolutely not tolerated because I hold a damaged soul and being broken is not being loved. If you are looking for someone to break then pick yourself apart. And please understand I do not want any pity party feel bad for me crap just an understanding that the next time a man puts his hands on me I will make sure he never puts his hands on anyone else. Now as far as being broken I have good days and bad days and some days where I just want to be alone so yes one must understand this...