Lately I wake up feeling empty...like something is missing from inside.

The first thought that comes to mind when I open my eyes in the morning is "what now?"
I feel stuck like nothing is moving for me.
Yes, the time is passing, the day goes by but me..I'm still the same.
I am afraid that I'll be stuck forever.. I have reached my best and I have no where else to go.
Nothing exciting awaits me.. nothing challenges me anymore. It's like I've given up on myself.

If I tell other how I feel, for them it's pretty normal.. They say everyone is living the same life and I am just overthinking. They won't get it and I understand.
But
I want to be excited about the life.. I want to wake up with a smiling face as the new days awaits new adventures.
But these all seems a fantasy now.

I am here staying with my parents, doing a job that pays me money, only friend is the internet.

Breathing but not living.