Sometimes, I just wished to end my life. So that I won't live like this anymore. Living in pain, in darkness, living with nothing!

It is so painful how I live that I have to beg for attention and for help! I'm so disappointed with myself! :'( I don't know how to stand and overcome this!

I'm in so much pain and tears while writing this story... :'( How can I ever inspire others if me myself is broke!? I mean, I'm so good at encouraging other people but I can't lift myself up! :'(

Maybe because I'm worthless... I'm hopeless... I'm so not worthy... :'( I don't know what to do right now... I can't even chin myself up! :'(

I don't know how to express my feelings exactly but I'm doing my best to! :'( Though it's hard to admit that I am helpless, but the truth is, I am! :'(

I can't easily move on but I'm trying! I don't have any strength but I have no choice! I want to take a rest for a moment but how can I do that!? :'( I feel so weak now but still, I have to pretend that I'm strong... :'(

I'm full of wound but I have to stand up and face the reality that time won't stop for me! :'( The clock won't stop and wait for me to heal... :'(
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