im sayin fuck this fuck that
I only fuck with a few the others like nats
so tired of people Judgin me
got a man who love me
thats not taking me seriously
I signed my rights to my family
seeing color and mistakes but not the picture
man this is tragedy
I read the Bible, I'm not perfect, but I kno them scriptures
the family that I had
I only see in pictures
my ex fucked another bitch in the bed
he rather be with her instead
forced me to sleep on the couch
what really was he about
its really fucking with me mentally
they don't understand how the real me lived in tragedy, how the old me was livin
karma coming very soon , hope you see it while I'm healin
gotta get back to the money
best believe it
I'm the realest
I don't fuck with u fuck nigga clowns
imma throw these two middle fingers up
say you with me if you down
that's how I'm feelin
my fuckin heart sayin bitch get out ur feelings
burn all these fuckin memories
don't ever feel like I need you
that shit dead to me
I do it big on my own no trainin
fake ass people stay in ur lane
my own dad didn't want me
he left like a hurricane
he couldn't handle it like people in quarantine
I been through shit since the day I was born
the old me dead
thats why I morn
my family don't even notice
my mind, body and soul is torn
I ain't got shit to my name
I almost got raped by my cousin name wayne
I swear I'm going fucking insane
I'm lying dead on the floor
everyone said they here but walked out the door
I just lost to this game called love
smoke this shit up, so high
I'm in the sky like a dove
blow it out like a cemany
letting go of this past, it's just memories
prayin to God but is he really hearin me
my world so dark it's bad like the economy
I just want love
but the devil really trying me
as i end this poem
I ask a real question
more like a suggestion
who willing to pick up the pieces
I'm just telling my story
hope it really teaches
God over everything
but I'm not no preacher
this is my life
it don't get any deeper


© without a test, you can't have a testimony.