Nithin hold my hand and looked at me then he take a deep breath and say
"Samantha I love you not as best friend as a life partner I don't know from when I started to feel about you but I know one thing I really do love you."
I just looked at him blankly at first I thought may be he is joking but looking at his face I know that he is serious. But I don't know what to say and do.
Then Nithin again speak" Samantha I know you can't accept but remember one thing I am always with you and please don't ignore me after this I don't want my feelings to ruin our friendship that's why I didn't told you before but now I just feel that I need to tell you I need to express my feelings." He said and smiled towards me. I didn't say anything just stare at him then patted my head and leave from there. I am still standing their looking at his figure disappearing from there.
He is right I can't accept him not because I love someone else or I don't really love him first thing I am not clear about my feelings towards him I just know thing I need him in my life. Secondly I really don't want to be any relationship I don't want to get hurt neither I want to loose someone I love I saw so many couples here in college but after some time they broke up I also don't want ruin our friendship because things changed in love than friendship and more of that love marriage are not allowed in my family and I can't go against my parents and my family .
But I can't help myself feelings guilty for not accepting him. I just only know one thing I don't want to loose my only best friend over love I want him to stay with me no matter what.

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