Everybody has their weakness or bad habits and sometimes you don't want to work on them. because it give you strength to live your life or to face the world. The people around you realise it and want you too work on them by yourself because society does not work that way.And it becomes worst when you are a girl.I have a bad habit of dealing my. anxiety and depression by over sleeping or crying. I am a grown up girl who had no friends and emotional support from family. when I was 16 I always think one day it all be fine it's all about time. But reality strikes you bad when you realise it never gone be change. Now it's been years and I still want that same hope.
In my story sun does not shine and it's all black and white. I am the oldest so, I was teaching to be polite and calm no matter what.... and i follow that. learning cooking , baby sit the younger one's etc. Always smile and forgive them for their misbehave.. I always do.
Now we all grow up and it became habit for every one too see that way.
they say.... every one understand with time but it sacrifice my childhood.
it leave scars in my heart...that may not been seen but is very deep.
saying sorry everytime and told me that i am overreacting that all my life left with.

that's one part of my life that i am sharing today.........


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