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Dear Future Boyfriend
Dear Future Boyfriend,
These are a bunch of things I'll probably never say to your face, so if you are reading this you just got lucky. First of all, if you're looking for a kind of puppy love, you have come to the wrong place .I am at a phase of my life where I don't intend to settle for a cliche love story. Deep inside I did really fancy an 80's movie life because I believe every girl,for once deserve the kind of love she dreams. But I won't pressure you into making it a reality because I am smart enough to know that if you are truly the 'one' then every little thing will be magical in itself.

I want a home.I want a home in you.A person who understand that I'm broken but could be restored by the right amount of love.A person who understand that I've got trust issues because the past hasn't been very kind.A person who understand that beneath the brave front there is a little girl anxious about tiny things with the fear of what could possibly go wrong.A person whom I could run onto when I'm happy,mad or sad.I don't intend to change you.I want a love where we could be together not forgetting our individuality.

I don't want you to text/call me 24/7 , I'd be happy if we can sit comfortably and share meaningful silences,no awkwardness whatsoever. But tell me your deepest fears,your fav memories,how much you love your mom and about the girl who broke your heart.I am a listener and I like stories.

Let's dance to a random song on a sunny day even if you don't know the steps,I am a bad dancer too.But if you are good at it,then teach me too.Love needs effort,not magic.So hold me when I'm slipping just like I hold you.Let's scold each other and maybe broke things and cut each other out but after a day or two let's hold hands and walk to sort things out. Accept me the way I am.I don't have too much to offer but I can make you unapologetically happy.Let's do this.Together you and I :)