mera naam hai Bappa log mujhe se poocha te hai ki tumane apni zindagi main kya kiya par main kuch nahi kah pata log mujhe Daya ke nazar se dekhte hai mujhe acha nahi lagta tab mujhe ahsaas hota hai main ab tak kya kiya kya meri zindagi aise hi kat jayegi meri aayu badte aaj main 44saal ka ho gaya hoon na apni jeevan main na kuch kiya kaam, shaadi aur naa hi koi pyar bus zindagi aage bad Rahi hai naa ghar ki koi jimwari sahi nibha paya aur naa hi kuch bhi nahi kar paya main apni zindagi dekhta hoon kuch bhi aise yaadein nahi hai jo apne dosto ke saath bat sakoo bus baat baat pe jhoot bolne ke siva dosto ke samane dikhava ke siva main sochta hoon main kyo nahi kar paya kyonki meri zindagi humesha sochane Main hi kat jata iska ehsaas mujhe jeene nahi deta main aaj apne aapko akela mahoss karta hoon kya main aisa rahonga main aisa kyo hoon main aapko bata hoon meri zindagi ki aise school days se main jab padyi karta tha tab ghar ye ladka padta to tikh priskha main pass nahi ho pata phir meri ka tumer operation ke baad sab badal gaya pitji akele ghar main sab kuch karne lage aur main kahi Jaa nahi paa raha tha pitha apni dukh bhulane ke liye sharab ka sahara lane lage aur ghar ki samsya badte gayi main bhai ko kisi bhi tarah se padai ke liye aage bhaj Diya wo mba pass karke aaya 10saal baad aur main ghar ka ghar main rah gaya umar badte gayi aur main aage bad nahi paya nahi apne liye kuch kar paya phir bhai ne ghar liya aur meri zindagi main ek khushi wahi dosari taraf mere paise nahi kamana ka darr bait gaya kahi main aage nahi bad paya to kya hoga mere jeevan ka phir bahut sarre umar 40saal ho gaya bhai ne paise diye mere kaam badha aane lage jab aage badta mere upar koi musibat aa jati pahla mera maa ka operation hona aur doosra usi saal mere bhai ka shaadi hona uske baad note bandi aur GST aur corona ne meri halat patali kar di aur aage nahi bad paya meri zindagi ki aise halat ho gayi main kuch kar nahi paa raha hoon logo ke udhar chukate meri halat kharab hone lage main naa apna ek bank account khol paya aur na hi kuch kar aur dukan lane se main sahi samay par kisi ko kuch nahi de paya main mere bhai se paise nahi magne ke halat main aagya mere pita ke martyo ke baad to meri halat aur patli ho gayi ab dosto ne bhi meri majburi ka fayda utha na shuru kar diya ab main kya karoo yahi sochta rahta hoon yahi meri choti si kahani hai mera naam hai Bappa
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