I rock forth and back lying on the bathroom floor
It's all coming down, it's going to be worse than before
In the dim light I see the dying volt to survive flicker
Just like me it's mimicking how I am getting weaker

I shut out the love I am told I don't deserve
I put out my heart and permit myself to be thrown at the curb
I must admit that it's degrading and all out cruel
I feel it's my life sentence, me a pathetic outcast fool

There's no going back out where the 'normals' reign
Exiled, sentenced to wander with inherited pain
I lack the tools to fight my way to the surface
I'm a coward christened by the masses pushed in hates furnace

There will be no saviour descending for me
I am destined to be a miscreant of the 'moralistic' society
My rants are muted and laughed upon when heard
The writings I create will be dismissed as absurd

And when time is tired of my bodily existence
I will be entombed but, my soul will be in resistance
Till my breath I will hold on to the skill of trying
Call me crazy for being persistent and still believing.

© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵