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"If Only I could"
They say, "when you love someone let it go, if it comeback it is yours".
I'm watching on my window. Wind chasing upon those withered leaves as it fell down into the pavement, Blue skies above me as my thoughts live in blues.Another day to passed yet felt empty. I sighed, as I begin to wonder during that time...
It was a fine day to stroll around. Many children are busy playing- Some are playing hide and seek, some playing Jack's tone and others are flying kites. I look around as I felt shiver beyond my spine as if something might happen. I walk step by step and decide to walk barefooted, It makes me felt at eased. As I walk through many couples are having sweet gestures with their partners, some are having serenade and others are sitting alone as if waiting for miracle to come. That's the different type of situation and I'm in between. As the moment goes by, I begin to felt tired and settle to sit on a bench under the tree. I felt neutral- A little happy to see people and nature while feeling alone. My phone suddenly beep. I opened it and it says "Happy Birthday to you, I hope you will have a blastful morning.Wait there I will be there for a second. Take care and love lots 😘". I smiled and look on the ground. I knew this feeling along time ago. I stare at the sky and blink many times. I was on my thoughts when a girl come to me, holding my hand and said,
" Are you okay? ". I smiled at her as she said" please don't cry, here's my balloon. It is already yours ". I sighed deeply as I watch her intently. "why did you gave me your balloons?", I asked. "It's because your sad. My mom told me to give what I have to make others happy". I smiled as I talk to her, what a smart and kind kid she is, I thought. "thanks for this, what's your name pretty?" I asked,. She just smiled and said "My name is happy, So don't be sad big sister. okay? Your eyes are pretty It don't suit your sadness". I got struck while she bid goodbye. Am I that transparent?. I closed my eyes as I remember him, those cheeky eyes and sweet gestures as he stare at me. Why can't I just be happy? I murmured. I felt a cold air the surrounds me. I recognized its already night time. So I got up and decide to go, raindrops are started to fall as my tears fall from my eyes,felt lonely. "was it really the best day to live?". I started to tremble and broke down at the center of the road. "why can't I be complete? Why does you leave me?". I closed my eyes as everyone is shouting and gasping from the car come crossing upon me and everything went black. "I wish I would die"....
Someone is poking, "Sister, are you fine?, don't be sad again". I opened my eyes as I watch to this little girl, She has those beautiful round eyes that seems very happy. I smiled at her and said "No, I'm fine happy, See this big smile?". She stare at me and said "No, you're not. I already told you not to worry. We are here for you, you are not alone". I smiled by her positivity. "okay, Big sister will never be sad again, I will let him go already". She smiled." That's a better decision, come big sister and we shall eat a bunch of chocolates!". I laugh as we walk to go inside. She keeps on blabbering. I turn my head and peek into the sky and said....
"Maybe it is not just the right time to be together, I let you go already. I should move on cause I am still living. I'm sending love from heaven darling".
"Te amo mi Amore"
-not everyone that don't come back is not for you, some are just having hindrances of not being together. Cherish the love while it last cause "the perfect time matters". Maybe not in this lifetime but maybe in another life.
© Witheredscents
I'm watching on my window. Wind chasing upon those withered leaves as it fell down into the pavement, Blue skies above me as my thoughts live in blues.Another day to passed yet felt empty. I sighed, as I begin to wonder during that time...
It was a fine day to stroll around. Many children are busy playing- Some are playing hide and seek, some playing Jack's tone and others are flying kites. I look around as I felt shiver beyond my spine as if something might happen. I walk step by step and decide to walk barefooted, It makes me felt at eased. As I walk through many couples are having sweet gestures with their partners, some are having serenade and others are sitting alone as if waiting for miracle to come. That's the different type of situation and I'm in between. As the moment goes by, I begin to felt tired and settle to sit on a bench under the tree. I felt neutral- A little happy to see people and nature while feeling alone. My phone suddenly beep. I opened it and it says "Happy Birthday to you, I hope you will have a blastful morning.Wait there I will be there for a second. Take care and love lots 😘". I smiled and look on the ground. I knew this feeling along time ago. I stare at the sky and blink many times. I was on my thoughts when a girl come to me, holding my hand and said,
" Are you okay? ". I smiled at her as she said" please don't cry, here's my balloon. It is already yours ". I sighed deeply as I watch her intently. "why did you gave me your balloons?", I asked. "It's because your sad. My mom told me to give what I have to make others happy". I smiled as I talk to her, what a smart and kind kid she is, I thought. "thanks for this, what's your name pretty?" I asked,. She just smiled and said "My name is happy, So don't be sad big sister. okay? Your eyes are pretty It don't suit your sadness". I got struck while she bid goodbye. Am I that transparent?. I closed my eyes as I remember him, those cheeky eyes and sweet gestures as he stare at me. Why can't I just be happy? I murmured. I felt a cold air the surrounds me. I recognized its already night time. So I got up and decide to go, raindrops are started to fall as my tears fall from my eyes,felt lonely. "was it really the best day to live?". I started to tremble and broke down at the center of the road. "why can't I be complete? Why does you leave me?". I closed my eyes as everyone is shouting and gasping from the car come crossing upon me and everything went black. "I wish I would die"....
Someone is poking, "Sister, are you fine?, don't be sad again". I opened my eyes as I watch to this little girl, She has those beautiful round eyes that seems very happy. I smiled at her and said "No, I'm fine happy, See this big smile?". She stare at me and said "No, you're not. I already told you not to worry. We are here for you, you are not alone". I smiled by her positivity. "okay, Big sister will never be sad again, I will let him go already". She smiled." That's a better decision, come big sister and we shall eat a bunch of chocolates!". I laugh as we walk to go inside. She keeps on blabbering. I turn my head and peek into the sky and said....
"Maybe it is not just the right time to be together, I let you go already. I should move on cause I am still living. I'm sending love from heaven darling".
"Te amo mi Amore"
-not everyone that don't come back is not for you, some are just having hindrances of not being together. Cherish the love while it last cause "the perfect time matters". Maybe not in this lifetime but maybe in another life.
© Witheredscents
