I'm with a man who's been kind and sweet to me. Since the day we met, I knew we would end up falling in love and having a family of our own. This man makes me smile each and everyday of the way. The way he walks and the way he talks....there's something about this man that really turns me on. We've had our shares of arguments and fights, but it would always end up with an I Love You from his end or my end. He NEVER laid a hand on me and I NEVER laid a hand on him. This man is my best friend, my lover, my teacher, my zaddy, my confidant and everything I want in a man. I get turned on when he takes off his clothes and flexes for me. And the best part of it all is that I know he loves me and he knows that I love him. This is the only man who's ever made my heart beat. When his heart beat and when my heart beat, our love is in tune and we're connected. I love it when he would hold me and kiss me. Just looking in his beautiful brown eyes makes me blush. I find myself loving him more and more as the days would pass by. I'm falling in love with this man and I just feel so good being with him. Yes, we've had our hardships and there would be times he would be sick of me and I would be sick of him, but we would always work things out and that's the beauty of love. The honeymoon phase of the relationship is over, but just seeing this man each and everyday makes me smile. I'm the luckiest man in the world to have someone who loves me the way that my man loves me. We've been together for a long time and when we finally got married, I knew he wouldn't leave me and I wouldn't leave him. I've lost a lot of friends and family because I'm with this man, but people don't understand that he's a really good man. We both train in boxing, kickboxing, judo, muay thai, bjj and karate and yet we have a deep love and chemistry that people wouldn't understand. What turns me on about him is that he's a kind man who helps people and that really turns me on. He's a bad boy when it comes to making love in the bedroom, but this man here is everything to me and I'm so blessed to have him in my life. But then one day, he stopped seeing me and I stopped seeing him. The love of my life passed away in his sleep after having a seizure and let me say that my heart broke. I lost my best friend and lover and mate and someone I love. I speak about him in present tense because he's still alive in my heart and I'm NEVER letting go of the love that we've shared. I married a good man who was loving and kind and I just can't help but blush when I think about him. He makes me smile and I just can't stop loving him. He was there for me when everyone else turned their backs on me and I'm forever grateful to him. This man was and always will be the light in my darkness and I'm so glad that he chose me and I chose him. My heart broke when I saw him in a casket and I knew since then that I WOULD NEVER accept that he's dead and gone. I'm falling in love and I'm still in love with this beautiful man. Before he came along, I never knew what TRUE LOVE was. He came into my life and gave me the best years of my life. I'm in love and I'm glad that he's a beautiful man who loves me and I love him. I thank God for giving me a good man.




© Josiah Bhola Hillaire