Materialism was never really my thing. I never wanted for much other then to be God's warrior and to walk in divinity to give back to the community and to do right by others. I would spend most nights asking Allah subhanahu wa ta-ala to use me as he willed to guide me to the lands the prophets had walked on before me. I would ask with all my heart and soul that he would allow me to be a messenger to bear a light through darkness to allow me to spread a message of Love Peace and Wisdom. More often than not people would view me as wrong or evil before they even spoke a word to me because I am covered in tattoos they would assume I was not a star seed a chosen one of the 144,000. It was the fuel to the fire, to me it only pushed me harder, to provide a message of judgement and the truth is only God knows what is in the heart of man and woman alike. I would grow in faith and understand that God was not only for man or woman or Muslim or Christian but his love was for all of his creation. Which inspired me and filled me with a joy I could not explain in words alone, what I do understand is that it is up to us God's Creations to spread love peace and wisdom in a world that seems to be overwhelmed by greed lust and darkness it is up to us the warriors the light bearers of God to keep this world going in the right direction. I have spent many long days and nights calling to God asking him to protect and guide the young and the change the heart of man to fill us all with his pure love and to allows the understanding to walk hand in hand and not judge one another for we all have committed sin not one of us is pure but we can all strive to be in your divine light. Thoughts of self wants rarely came about when I would spend time alone with Allah subhanahu wa ta-ala except for one thought I would ask for when the time was right that I be permitted to be a father and have a family a good wife that valued God more then anything and children that would grow to love and fear God and continue the spiritual journey of spreading Love Peace and Wisdom. Until then I have no care for money or fancy things my only want is to make Allah subhanahu wa ta-ala pleased with me and to be his warrior forever to be near to my God and king of the universe is my deepest desire. I have never known a feeling better or more satisfying than that of being near to God. I have been rich and I have been poor I have been loved and I have been hated still nothing has filled me with joy as did helping others praying for others or giving my time and life to God. I pose a simple question if you can work eight to twelve hours a day, can you not give an hour to God? If you can binge watch a television episode for three hours in a row, can you not give an hour to God?, if you can chase after material wants, can you not chase after the affection of God?

I respond I would rather be famous in heaven among the angels, than to be famous and loved on earth. My wants are not for this world people could call me a bum, evil or whatever they may but only God knows the Heart and Soul that I carry inside of me. Today I am proud to say I love you God with all of me. When it all ends only your words will remain my God King of the universe I live and Die with your words on my Mind in my heart and inscribed on my Soul. I am your warrior you are apart of me and me of you. I am Grateful you have given me life and have chosen me for this journey.

Story Image is an original Drawing by:NHN NORTH from his book Spiritual Journey




May you guide us All Ameen.




Yours truly

NHN NORTH 12/21
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