Goodbye Marco, this is the end of me, loving you.

I took a while to let go, even after our relationship, but, Goodbye.

You left me even before everything ended, because you have her, Gin.

You even met her family, introduced her to your colleagues, everything that I ever wanted, everything that you promised me, but you never did for me.

I meant nothing, because if I did, you would have said goodbye.

I am building myself again, without you, before you, and after you.

The fact that I was the only one who had to move on alone, was the hardest.

The fact that you moved on with someone, being happy, was the hardest.

I am alone, but, I had to be, because you chose her.

Now, I have to keep choosing myself, because, Marco and Gin, are happy together.

You will never know that I found out, and that, is the hardest pill to swallow, you will keep moving forward without knowing it. Here I am, suffering alone, and doing my best to heal alone.

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