This day, like this day! July 18 2022 at 3:41 of my life...gonna be something important... don't know why I'm thinking deeply...this thinking probably starts at 2...

feel like I'm taking responsibility with fear...but not cautious...
I want to be brave...but what, that's dragging me back I really don't know...

'idk' is a sort of all personal messages I never want to open up...
well yeah I know what's dragging me down... that's what I'm...