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a chance is all i need, yet not given.

"He loves me with all his heart."
So do I.

I too, love you with all my being .
In fact, why not me?

For he only love you with his one whole heart while mine is in thousand of pieces and your name is written on every each of them.

"I feel warm in his embrace"

And I am willing to set myself on fire if my filthy arms aren't enough. And if it is still not good enough i will set everything else ablaze for you my love.

"I feel safe with him."

And I will make the place safe for you
So you could feel at ease without me in your sight.

"I like myself when I'm with him."

But I love every you.
The mean one, the angry, the sad, the insecure, the laughing 'not cutely,'

Every side that you find unpleasant.

I had willingly embraced and cared for all of them; because despite all the 'ugliness,' they're you. The you I love with all my broken being.

So my love why won't you look at me?!

"I love him."

As you smile adoringly staring far away as if seeing him. Despite the aches within my chest, and the heaviness in my lungs.

I still.. love this side of you.

feeling the bitterness in my throat i guess that's the answer i am looking for.

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sorry for the crappy piece, i made this when i was like so sleepy but too stubborn to just give in coz mama raise no btch lol

© Bashful