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UDAAS.....
Aaj sirf chand ghante hi guzre hai usse dekhe begair par na Jane q aesa lagta hai ki barso se mulaqaat nhi hui q baar baar har nazar bus usse hi dhundti hai har awaz bus uski hi lagti hai ek tarfa pyaar ki alag hi bechaini rehti hai. Woh Mera pyaar nhi hai par usse dekh kar pyaar krna sikha hai ,usse kabhi yeh izhar nhi kar Pai par jab Woh naah ho to hazaaro baar apni Dil ki baat in diwaro ko sunaya hai.Darasal hum jante to ek durse ko pehle se hai par is Baar kuch alag hi rishta juda hai kai saalo baad dekha hai usse khubsurati Ka kuch khaas pata nhi par Dil ki khubsurati uski ankhno se jhalak rahi thi. Kai Baar maan kiya ki kuch baat ki Jaye hui bhi par mudda alag tha. Aaj mere ane Ka din tha Subha itni buri kabhi nhi lagi.subha jab aankh kholi to jhat se band karli Kisi bure sapne jese .par haqeeqat ko kon jhutla paya hai . Nashte Ka waqt hua sab nashta krne aye par Woh nhi tha ,meri nazre had jagah bus usse hi dhundh rahi thi shayad ek aakhri nazar ki talabgar ho...
Nashta shuru hua to meri becheni badh gai ki aakhir Woh hai Kaha to main ne puch liya . jawab me pata chala ki Woh naraz hai kis cheez se . kis cheez se iska Kuch khaas khulasa nhi ho paya. main ne pucha ki Kaha hai Woh to Dekha ki ek kamre ( Room) me andhra Kiya hue betha hai Woh kuch parishan tha ya udaas kya pata par uski chuppi mujhe khai ja rhi thi. Main ne naraz hone ki wajah puchi to wapisi me koi jawab na aya meri himat toot rhi thi . ek Raat me aesa kya hogaya Jo Woh udaas hai Kahi woh mere jane se to udaas nhi hai ? Dil me yeh khayal aya to khud ko samjhate hue Kaha ki tu usse Pasand krti hai Woh Nahi... Apne aap ko isi pareshani ke Saath Jane diya ki main usse Kuch nhi keh sakti hu... Jane Ka waqt hogaya main Jane se pehle sirf ek baar usse dekhna chahati thi par nasseb ko yeh manzoor nhi tha ... Apne ghar aa to gai hu par ab bhi maan us udaas chehre Ka raaz Jana chahata hai...chahata hai ki ek baar us udasi Ka raaz janu.. hum sab Dekh sakte hai par Jo hamare qarib ho usse udaas Nahi Dekh sakte.....