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Vengeance (21)
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Elder said in a serious tone:
Because my dad was like that?
Felicity's eyes widened at this.
What do you mean?
Felicity's father smiled and patted her head,
A child learns from its parents. Every child born is a delicate sapling of God. Apart from physical needs there are certain emotional development on which nurturer needs to work on. These are such delicate loopholes if left unfulfilled leave scars for lifetime.
Where yours left unfulfilled?
Yeah!
What kind of parents were grandpa and granny for you dad you never spoke about them?
Old man closed his eyes as if trying to contain those hurtful feelings.
What? Why? How?
Sometimes these are most difficult questions to answer. Time passed and Felicity sat there listening. Pain seeped tale was inverted through Felicity 's ears. Why do humans have to be that selfish she never understood that fact. As the chilly blanket of evening embraced her existence she shuddered and got up. Old man looked towards the younger with a blank face.
Come on Mr. Mark lets go home!
The words he never thought would hear from the girl standing next to him. A profound surge of emotions enveloped his whole being. He felt sad at the same time happy. God is gracious.
Am-m I for-rgiven?
Yeah dad now pack your stuff. I get formal headaches sorted.
Felicity walked away after saying this. Forgiveness is hard yet divine act. Not every disorder is a disorder. It is set of violence and pain which brews up into such things. Old man collected his things like an enthusiastic teenager who was going for holidays. People of his age were dancing around and congratulating him. It seldom happened the broken goods were picked from this dump. Felicity stood there with a static face inhaling her pain and trying to smile. She was feeling sorry about herself and all those years lost. At least this dump was better than the place she called home. She took the bag and placed it in her car. Mark turned around after farewell. Felicity stood there while supporting herself with window.
Dad!
Yes!
Welcome back!
Mark held out his hand and patted younger's head. A drop of tear fell from Felicity 's glassy eyes. Patience failed her; one followed another. She covered her face and bent on her knees sniffing. Mark alarmed bent down and hugged the younger. Felicity hid her face in his chest while continuously hitting elder. People were giving them weird stares but Mark wasn't concerned about anything. He remained there and guided younger to hit him where his heart was. The old him would not had bothered about those tears at all.
Its-s bee-n so-o hard dad.
Must have been.
Everytime I cried I crashed little somewhere I missed you. I wondered why you made me with mom if you didnt care.
Felicity you were just here in wrong timing and place
Felicity 's breathing hitched and immediately she dried off her tears. For an instance she forgot her place. She was daughter. The unwanted creature who came without permission in her parents life. She can be an aspiring Felicity but isnt cherishable. Felicity drove back in silence. He dropped off her father to Mansion; her mother was enraged. She picked up her essentials and quickly retrieved. She went to farmhouse. No one was around. She slammed shut the door with a bang and dropped on couch. She hid her face and cried harshly.
Storm of emotions and thoughts came, passed, buckled up and widened emotional criterion. When we think its end of line for us it isnt. Our limits are only being tested to be widened. Some people appreciate this while some doesnt. Felicity was alone. She didnt care about mini zombie apocalypse at home. Neither her friends nor company at the moment. She felt hollow and numb.
Who am I?
A sister
A daughter
A friend
An aspiring businesswoman
Oh wow!
Someone whispered beside her ear!
You are everything except a person
Who is there?
Shadows were surrounding her. They were laughing at her misery.
Didnt we told you? You are good for nothing filthy tainted. No one will ever want you.
That's not true. I am loved. Just watch. She picked up her phone and dialed various calls. Alexander, mom and Emily but no one picked.
Loser! Didnt we told you?
You are just a need.
With a personality like yours no one will ever want a person like you.
She heard snarky laughters beside her ear. Felicity 's head was pounding with pain. She held it and cried harshly. Phone buzzed showing Emily's name. She held it in her hand. For a second she wanted to attend it. She must be worried.
Its not love or concern it's just sympathy!
After this she turned it off and threw it on side table. Min's portrait didnt give off usual vibe of warmth as well. Time and space froze as cried. Shadow was silent listening to her.
Why? Why it happened to me?
Because youh are weak
Meaning?
Years ago youh were weak. Years apart youh are weak.
What should I do?
Let us takhe over. We will take awayh yourhs every pain
How?
Just look into my eyes and sayh nothing.
It's scary
Dont worry child medusha will take care of everything.
Alone and defenseless she played in the arms of her demons all night. Next sun grew and everything faded. She closed off her eyes tiredly. Taineted and red she lied there sleeping like a broken chandelliar. Doze break when someone shook her. She opened her eyes and saw David sitting right next to her. She was surprised to see herself like this. She remembered sleeping on couch in living room. David with a blank face was bandaging tremors of last night. Embarrassed Felicity hid her head low.
Why?
Idk it just happened.
If you do anything like this again i will tell Emily
No plz doing bring her in this
Okay if you do it again i will also cut
David!
Felicity 's mouth opened in awe. David gave her a sharp glare. It wasnt a glare. It was a mixture of sadness and hurt.
You are company's hope. I dont know how long I can keep things together if you behave like a bipolar.
I am sorry
Sorry wouldn't cut it. Get ready we have a meeting with the border of directors. It's been six months now temporary distribution of power is shifted. Its back to you. You get your shit together and make your decision.
David!
Think. Were we fighting for time like this? Will Min be happy? I am waiting in the living room. We got an hour till the meeting.
David left with this leaving Felicity alone in her room. Felicity sat there frozen. Memories and promises ran infront of her eyes.
Get up kid. You need power to survive. Go get your power back.
Felicity got dressed and walked out. David turned off the TV and threw remote on one side.
So?
Let's get back everything.
David smiled and patted her head.
Let's go!
It was a fine morning. David and Felicity raced till the company. At 12, Felicity stepped into meeting room. Tom was chatting with border of directors with a fake smile. Felicity shook her head in a visible disgust.
I want to hurt him
Youh will child one dayh. We will help youh.
I want to dig my paws in his neck, see him bleed and never even feel sorry about it.
Patience child time will comeh
Meeting started. Tom tried his best to prove Felicity 's incompetence. She was like a circus lion whose leash was in her loved ones hand. They tempered it through out her life. Felicity danced on their stupid wishes. Now when she questioned back. Now she was sick and outcasted one. After heated discussion and defence; voting began. Border of directors have been fans of Felicity; so she stood her ground. Tom was defeated. He whined like a rabid dog and told everyone that they were going to pay for this invisible crime. David called the cops who threw him out.
Felicity stood in her office while watching her workers through glass. They were hugging each other. It was like a celebration. They were happy. At least they or their families wouldnt have to starve.
Human beings are funny. They give themselves to anyone for the sake of comfort. Some sell themselves for money. Some to love. Some to their needs. Some to known. Some to unknown. We are all pawns in God's foolery. Losing oneself is a hard and giving in to dark side was hardest. People told her to stay strong but one thing was forgotten. Even a stone gets a hole if we drop water continuously over it.
Splitting happened or homeostasis?
Stuck between light and dark
Demons invaded.
As angel struggles to keep her identity
•♡•♡•♡•
Thanks for reading ❤
© Chanyeol_12
Elder said in a serious tone:
Because my dad was like that?
Felicity's eyes widened at this.
What do you mean?
Felicity's father smiled and patted her head,
A child learns from its parents. Every child born is a delicate sapling of God. Apart from physical needs there are certain emotional development on which nurturer needs to work on. These are such delicate loopholes if left unfulfilled leave scars for lifetime.
Where yours left unfulfilled?
Yeah!
What kind of parents were grandpa and granny for you dad you never spoke about them?
Old man closed his eyes as if trying to contain those hurtful feelings.
What? Why? How?
Sometimes these are most difficult questions to answer. Time passed and Felicity sat there listening. Pain seeped tale was inverted through Felicity 's ears. Why do humans have to be that selfish she never understood that fact. As the chilly blanket of evening embraced her existence she shuddered and got up. Old man looked towards the younger with a blank face.
Come on Mr. Mark lets go home!
The words he never thought would hear from the girl standing next to him. A profound surge of emotions enveloped his whole being. He felt sad at the same time happy. God is gracious.
Am-m I for-rgiven?
Yeah dad now pack your stuff. I get formal headaches sorted.
Felicity walked away after saying this. Forgiveness is hard yet divine act. Not every disorder is a disorder. It is set of violence and pain which brews up into such things. Old man collected his things like an enthusiastic teenager who was going for holidays. People of his age were dancing around and congratulating him. It seldom happened the broken goods were picked from this dump. Felicity stood there with a static face inhaling her pain and trying to smile. She was feeling sorry about herself and all those years lost. At least this dump was better than the place she called home. She took the bag and placed it in her car. Mark turned around after farewell. Felicity stood there while supporting herself with window.
Dad!
Yes!
Welcome back!
Mark held out his hand and patted younger's head. A drop of tear fell from Felicity 's glassy eyes. Patience failed her; one followed another. She covered her face and bent on her knees sniffing. Mark alarmed bent down and hugged the younger. Felicity hid her face in his chest while continuously hitting elder. People were giving them weird stares but Mark wasn't concerned about anything. He remained there and guided younger to hit him where his heart was. The old him would not had bothered about those tears at all.
Its-s bee-n so-o hard dad.
Must have been.
Everytime I cried I crashed little somewhere I missed you. I wondered why you made me with mom if you didnt care.
Felicity you were just here in wrong timing and place
Felicity 's breathing hitched and immediately she dried off her tears. For an instance she forgot her place. She was daughter. The unwanted creature who came without permission in her parents life. She can be an aspiring Felicity but isnt cherishable. Felicity drove back in silence. He dropped off her father to Mansion; her mother was enraged. She picked up her essentials and quickly retrieved. She went to farmhouse. No one was around. She slammed shut the door with a bang and dropped on couch. She hid her face and cried harshly.
Storm of emotions and thoughts came, passed, buckled up and widened emotional criterion. When we think its end of line for us it isnt. Our limits are only being tested to be widened. Some people appreciate this while some doesnt. Felicity was alone. She didnt care about mini zombie apocalypse at home. Neither her friends nor company at the moment. She felt hollow and numb.
Who am I?
A sister
A daughter
A friend
An aspiring businesswoman
Oh wow!
Someone whispered beside her ear!
You are everything except a person
Who is there?
Shadows were surrounding her. They were laughing at her misery.
Didnt we told you? You are good for nothing filthy tainted. No one will ever want you.
That's not true. I am loved. Just watch. She picked up her phone and dialed various calls. Alexander, mom and Emily but no one picked.
Loser! Didnt we told you?
You are just a need.
With a personality like yours no one will ever want a person like you.
She heard snarky laughters beside her ear. Felicity 's head was pounding with pain. She held it and cried harshly. Phone buzzed showing Emily's name. She held it in her hand. For a second she wanted to attend it. She must be worried.
Its not love or concern it's just sympathy!
After this she turned it off and threw it on side table. Min's portrait didnt give off usual vibe of warmth as well. Time and space froze as cried. Shadow was silent listening to her.
Why? Why it happened to me?
Because youh are weak
Meaning?
Years ago youh were weak. Years apart youh are weak.
What should I do?
Let us takhe over. We will take awayh yourhs every pain
How?
Just look into my eyes and sayh nothing.
It's scary
Dont worry child medusha will take care of everything.
Alone and defenseless she played in the arms of her demons all night. Next sun grew and everything faded. She closed off her eyes tiredly. Taineted and red she lied there sleeping like a broken chandelliar. Doze break when someone shook her. She opened her eyes and saw David sitting right next to her. She was surprised to see herself like this. She remembered sleeping on couch in living room. David with a blank face was bandaging tremors of last night. Embarrassed Felicity hid her head low.
Why?
Idk it just happened.
If you do anything like this again i will tell Emily
No plz doing bring her in this
Okay if you do it again i will also cut
David!
Felicity 's mouth opened in awe. David gave her a sharp glare. It wasnt a glare. It was a mixture of sadness and hurt.
You are company's hope. I dont know how long I can keep things together if you behave like a bipolar.
I am sorry
Sorry wouldn't cut it. Get ready we have a meeting with the border of directors. It's been six months now temporary distribution of power is shifted. Its back to you. You get your shit together and make your decision.
David!
Think. Were we fighting for time like this? Will Min be happy? I am waiting in the living room. We got an hour till the meeting.
David left with this leaving Felicity alone in her room. Felicity sat there frozen. Memories and promises ran infront of her eyes.
Get up kid. You need power to survive. Go get your power back.
Felicity got dressed and walked out. David turned off the TV and threw remote on one side.
So?
Let's get back everything.
David smiled and patted her head.
Let's go!
It was a fine morning. David and Felicity raced till the company. At 12, Felicity stepped into meeting room. Tom was chatting with border of directors with a fake smile. Felicity shook her head in a visible disgust.
I want to hurt him
Youh will child one dayh. We will help youh.
I want to dig my paws in his neck, see him bleed and never even feel sorry about it.
Patience child time will comeh
Meeting started. Tom tried his best to prove Felicity 's incompetence. She was like a circus lion whose leash was in her loved ones hand. They tempered it through out her life. Felicity danced on their stupid wishes. Now when she questioned back. Now she was sick and outcasted one. After heated discussion and defence; voting began. Border of directors have been fans of Felicity; so she stood her ground. Tom was defeated. He whined like a rabid dog and told everyone that they were going to pay for this invisible crime. David called the cops who threw him out.
Felicity stood in her office while watching her workers through glass. They were hugging each other. It was like a celebration. They were happy. At least they or their families wouldnt have to starve.
Human beings are funny. They give themselves to anyone for the sake of comfort. Some sell themselves for money. Some to love. Some to their needs. Some to known. Some to unknown. We are all pawns in God's foolery. Losing oneself is a hard and giving in to dark side was hardest. People told her to stay strong but one thing was forgotten. Even a stone gets a hole if we drop water continuously over it.
Splitting happened or homeostasis?
Stuck between light and dark
Demons invaded.
As angel struggles to keep her identity
•♡•♡•♡•
Thanks for reading ❤
© Chanyeol_12
