so here's my story by me in my words. I'm telling it now because these dam secrets are still hurting me.
first of all u must understand that even though she was the one who hurt me the worst I loved her the most.
when I was like give years old my grandma had passed away I woke up in the middle of the night screaming cause I had a dream where my grandma and my uncle were calling to me.scared and shaken I went to my mom's room she held me in her arms and wiped my tears and told me to tell them they had to go now they weren't apart of this world. that moment was the last time I'd be innocent of sin,see 2 days later after she had downed as many pills as she could...