Ashley -

"Would you let go of me!?" His hands caressed my thighs, making me sick. "Your married remember!? You fucked me! Then you left!"

David -

"Ash! I didn't mean for things to turn out this way! Let me help you! Your bleeding all over!"

Ashley -

"No," I pushed him away from me with all the force I had. "Stop it David! Just stop!"

David -

"Ashley, I can't think of nothing, but you," she glared at me.

Ashley -

"So, how was your damn honeymoon David!? Did you fuck her to!?" He frowned, "I didn't even know what we were doing, and when I found out..." I stopped talking.

David -

"Found out what Ashley!?"

Ashley -

"When I...found out...you took my virginity...that night," I covered what I was about to say, "you really piss me off..." I whispered. "You care about me. All this time you, and you left me for some rich girl...you said you loved me, and I believed you...you said we'd be together, and you wouldn't let anyone get in the way...but here we are."

David -

"I didn't mean for any of this to happen Ash...please just give me a chance..."

Ashley -

"To what David!? Impregnate me so that you and your wife can have your own family!? Well! Thanks to you! I can't have anymore kids!" I yelled at him. He tensed up.

David -

"Anymore?"

Ashley -

"I have twins at home David! They are my kids! All I have left! You can't have me! Certainly, you can not have my kids!" I stomped on his foot, "bastard!" He grasped my waist more and pulled me right into him.

David -

"Call me a bastard one more time little girl," her eyes widened. I used to call her that. Slowly I leaned down, and I kissed her, at first she started fighting, but now, she stopped. "Now... listen to me...I'm going to fuck you, because, I missed you, I'm telling you this now, so that you don't make a big deal about it later."

Ashley -

"No!" I growled back, "I hate you!"

David -

"No you don't! If you know what's better, you'd listen to me! I'm still in love with you!"

Ashley -

"No! Your in love with your wife! I'm not going to be some mistress!" I smacked him hard, "not again."

David -

Her voice was sweet, and yearning full, "Ash, I love you, I will never leave you."

Ashley -

"Stop," I placed my hand on his lips, "this isn't right."

David -

"Yes, it is."

Ashley -

"Quinn loves you."

David -

"I don't even know her, and she's been fucking other men behind my back."

Ashley -

"That's not my problem David! You want me! You can have me! When your divorced!" His eyes were widened with delight until I killed his sunshine about the divorce part, "if you need a good reason to divorce her with your parents...tell them...you got a girl pregnant four years ago...tell them...they have grandkids already," before he could process what I said, I quickly left. I can't get involved with a married man, it's not right...

As I was leaving, I noticed my mother and my kids standing in the entrance, they smiled when they seen me. For the first time in a while, I felt, overjoyed. My kids ran up to me faster than my mother could ketch them.

Rosey -

"Ice cream mommy!"

Ashley -

"You want ice cream?"

Rosemarie -

"No! I want ice cream!"

Ashley -

"Did you both have dinner?" They frowned at me.

Rosemarie -

"Yes."

Ashley -

"Your face is all red," she looked down and covered her face, I kissed her forehead, "alright, dinner first, then you may have ice cream."

Rosey -

"Really?"

Ashley -

"Yes, now go have fun," they smiled and ran into the crowd of little kids.

Dad -

"Wow, it's that easy to just, let them go?"

Ashley -

I frowned and turned around, someone had their eyes on me, and they are burning into my skull. "No, never."

Jack -

"You...okay?" I tapped Ashley on the shoulder. She jumped a little.

Ashley. -

"Yes, I'm fine," I whispered. I watched my kids play for a bit, then eat, and have their chocolate and strawberry ice cream. When we went to leave, I was grabbed by the hand and pulled back, to meet Quinn.

Quinn -

"Ashley," I whispered. "Could you help me tomorrow with an adoption thing?" She was shocked at first, but then she smile, and nodded.

Ashley -

"Quinn...for all that it's worth, you are a mother," I left her with that, and I ushered my kids out. After getting home safe, I found two cars parked in the driveway. I slowly got out of the car, to find my two best friends!

Faith -

"Ashley!"

Ashley -

"What? How did you guys get here?" They smiled, Kendra came over quick and hugged me, but they both froze up after my kids got out of the car.

Kendra -

"Is...are they..."

Ashley -

"Yup," I whispered back. Rosey's cheeks burned red, and Rosemarie smiled and hugged herself, as they slowly approached.

Faith -

"Well, hi there cutie," the little girl giggled a little before hiding behind Ashley.

Ashley -

Rosemarie gave them hugs, but Rosey hid behind me. I put the girls to bed, then I went and got into the hot tub again, just with the friends.

Kendra -

"So," I sighed. "I know you said you were done doing...you know...but...we really need you this time, there...are a lot of them...we are down recruit's."

Ashley -

"Kendra, I would love to...go do...what you want, but, I can't, my babies need me," they glared at me.

Faith -

"That didn't stop you the first time."

Ashley -

"...I got money, and I put food on the table for my kids, that's all that mattered."

Kendra -

"Ash, you have family, we don't, we were in this together remember? Rosey and Rosemarie can live a long life."

Ashley -

"So, risking mine won't destroy theirs in the process!?" I stood up, "this is not right...I'm done killing people!" I yelled at them, " my head is so screwed up..." I placed my hands on my temples. "All the blood shed...you have no idea...what I went through after that all...I...just...can't do it."

Kendra -

"Yes! You can!"

Ashley -

"No!" I ran out of the room, slamming the door shut fast. I stood for a moment, before pacing my hands on my eyes, covering the guilt.

Mom -

"You okay?" I held my towel in my arms, I was going to join them, but, I decided not to after hearing some yelling.

Ashley -

"Yes! I'm fine!" I growled. She moved fast out of my way as I slammed the door open to the bathroom. I grabbed my clothes and held them to my chest.

Mom -

"Please talk to me?" Ash shot me a look, like stay out of it look.

Ashley -

"If you know what's good for you! You'd stay the hell out of it!" She jumped a little.

Mom -

"No! I want you to tell me what's going on!"

Ashley -

I rolled my eyes at her, "then what!? You find out what my past was like!? Then you try and fix it!? Well this is something that can never be fixed," I whispered.

Mom -

"No, I'm betting it can't, but maybe if I knew what your upset about, you wouldn't be alone."

Ashley -

"I'm not alone, I have kids, I'm perfectly, loneless," she glared at me.

Mom -

"No, that's just the opposite of happy."

Ashley -

"I've killed...a lot of people," I whispered. She frowned at me.

Mom -

"What do you mean!?"

Ashley -

"As in...two swords to the head...or chest..." I frowned. "I'm not proud of it, but it's what I did to live," I growled. "After having my twins, I was taken by a group of men, and shit happened...then afterwards...I was sold to a man in a mask," I whispered in a low tone. "He made me into...a fighter...and he had me kill...people...after people...anyone he didn't like..." I felt my head, "I'm not feeling so well...I'm...going to bed."

Mom -

"N-no..." I studdered. "Tell me, how many?"

Ashley -

"I...stopped counting after a hundred..." Her mouth dropped. "My kids needed me, I needed money, and after I got paid to do what I was asked...he'd let me go home and see my babies, that's all I wanted...was a home to go to...I put food on the table every damn night...but I barely slept...or ate anything..."

Mom -

She sounded broken when she spoke.

Ashley -

"I...stopped seeing him...after a while...he got furious," I sighed.

Mom -

"Ash, the people, who were they?"

Ashley -

"Bad people," I looked around before closing the door. "The people I was killing...were murders...that happened to break out of prison, I seduced them all, then killed them..." I smiled a tad bit. "It's all in the hips," I chuckled as I left her in the bathroom.

Mom -

She was joking right?

Ashley -

Slowly I pulled my outfit on, black, and silky. My shoes clicked down the hallway, and I slowly opened a door, and there he sat, the man in the mask, sitting on my bed, I tensed up a bit.

??? -

"Been a long time."

Ashley -

His voice sounded, familiar, "David?" He didn't move, I slowly crept towards him, "...if you are David...then...I shouldn't have these feelings right now... but...I do..." A small smile crept up on his face. I saddled him, I could hear him clenching his teeth, and his breathing rasp.

??? -

"I can be whoever you want princess."

Ashley -

"What?" I could hear my mother speaking through the hallway, I got off him fast, and we both hid. Princess? Whoever I want? Who does he think he is?

Mom -

"Ash?"

Ashley -

I stayed put, and I silenced my aroused breathing. I can't believe it, David has always been with me. When she left my room, I got out of the closet, "you knew...I was pregnant...you knew they were yours!" He sadly pulled the mask off, "I hate you so much!" My tears burned my eyes. "You told me you loved me! Did you mean it!? Or was that a lie also!?"

David -

"Calm down Ashley."

Ashley -

"No! You forced me to kill all those people," I started crying. "Not once did you care about me! It was always you! You didn't even care about your own kids..." I wiped the tears away, "now all you want from me, is more sex behind your wife's back," I covered my eyes, "your destroyed me," I slowly got on my knees, "get out!"

David -

"Damnit Ashley! I told you to calm down!" She hit me when I tried holding her.

Ashley -

"Your fucking asshole! Stop! Just get out!" He didn't move.

Kendra -

"Ash!"

Ashley -

Slowly I looked over, Faith and Kendra looked worried.

Faith -

"David!?"

Kendra -

"Your who we've been working for!? You sleezy bastard!"

David -

"Come on! We have defeated our enemies! They are back, now we need to kick more butt!"

Ashley -

"No! No! I don't want to!" I barried my head in my arms.

Rosey -

"Mommy?"

Ashley -

I could hear that little cute voice, I got up fast and pulled a robe out of my closet and quickly hid my outfit. The others hid very fast.

Rosey -

"Mommy!" I smiled at her, while my arms flew up.

Ashley -

I hugged Rose in return to her tiny hug. "What's up baby?"

Rosey -

"I ain't a baby mommy! Your a baby!"

Ashley -

"Yah?" I tickled her side a little, she noticed the wet marks on my face, and so she reached up and started wiping the tears away.

Rosey -

"Did I hurt your feelings?"

Ashley -

"No honey," I hugged her making her focus on all the love I was giving her, my heart wide open just for my daughter's. Marie came running in, with my mother behind her, I swiftly snatched Rosemarie, and I hugged her tightly.

Rosemarie -

"Mommy!" I giggled a little.

Ashley -

"I'm sorry," I whispered. I thought so badly that maybe, I'd get them their father back, but I hoped so much, that I started believing I'd be good enough, that's why I went so far with my music career, just to see David one more time, just to tell him personally, what he did to me.

David -

Those...are my kids...

Ashley -

"How about...we get back to bed?" Rosey smiled a little, then I stood up with the two monkey's connected on. I read the girls a bed time story, before turning their night lamp back on, and leaving the room. Mom stared at me intensely.

Mom -

"What was that about Ash? What are you sorry about?"

Ashley -

"Nothing," I stared at my door, before letting go of my robe, and tossing it to the side. I looked back at my daughter's room, "I was never cut out for this," I sighed, "they will learn one day, life isn't all that they expect," I went over to a picture frame and I opened the wall, and grabbed out my swords from behind the glass.

Mom -

"What the hell!?"

Ashley -

"If I don't come back, all of my things go to my kids," I stared at their door again, I'm breaking a lot inside. "This is for the best," I whispered.

Mom -

"No! It's not for the best!"

Ashley -

"Things are complicated," I nodded. "Please, watch over them, I promise, I'll try my hardest to get home."

Mom -

She opened the window, and jumped out!

Two years later -

Rosey -

Marie and I sat down quietly for some time, mommy left, and we don't understand why.

Mom -

The kids don't speak much, not since Ashley left, they seem gloomy, it doesn't matter what I do. Just as I thought another day was going to pass by without her, the doorbell rang. I answered the door, to find, Ashley, with blood covering her, head and down, and she held a small little baby close to her.

Ashley -

"...Thank heavens..." I whispered.

Mom -

She collapsed onto her knees, she looked dead, her eyes darkened. "Ashley..." I went to help her, but, she shook her head no, and slowly handed me a small little baby, a boy.

Ashley -

"Part of me..." I put my hands down on the ground.

Rosemarie -

That familiar voice, we both heard it, calm and loving. Me and Rosey ran quickly to the door, "mommy!?"

Ashley -

I breathed in, then calmly out, "Rosemarie," that's all I said, before mom was shoved back, and they didn't care that I was filled with blood of my enemies, they hugged me, and cried their sweet little hearts out. "I need to wash up," I whispered to them. They shook their heads no, but I nodded, "I promise, I'm not going any where."

Mom -

Ashley got to the shower, but I could tell, she was not okay to just walk upstairs. Her little girls followed her very close, and helped her some what. Let's just say, Ashley wasn't alone in the bathroom, she told me she got quite the ear full from her kids, she got scolded. Ashley came downstairs, a little awkwardly.

Ashley -

My body is screaming sit down, but I can't yet, I'm not done. I took my baby into my arms.

Mom -

"Is...he yours?"

Ashley -

"...Yes..." she nodded before making me sit down.

Mom -

"Who's the father?"

Ashley -

"...There is no father..." I whispered. She frowned at me. "He...wasn't made from pure...love..." I shook my head. "It was foolish...and I'm a very foolish girl...I should have gotten...an abortion...and just lived with the guilt for the rest of my days..." I looked down at the little one, "but...it's cruel to send them to a fate worse than death itself."

Mom -

"...That's not right Ashley..."

Ashley -

"Shut up," I said it with no feelings, I held my baby close, I love my kids, I love this baby, but, the pain I go through just for them, the pain I went through during child birth, is different to what I'm talking about...this world is falling apart in front of everyone, but they can't see it, so secret agents like me and my friends go and save people.

Mom -

"What happened Ashley?" She didn't speak for a moment.

Ashley -

"I...fell in love...that's what happened..." I got up, "this baby, is mine, but David wants him, and so does his wife, they want him, to be theirs..." I trembled a little. "Parker is my baby," I nodded slowly.

Mom -

"Just two seconds ago you said you should have gotten and abortion."

Ashley -

"Yes..." I felt a small tear roll down my cheek.

Mom -

"Also, I thought you couldn't have anymore kids."

Ashley -

"...I can't...but..." I sat back down fast, "I'm sick..." I studdered a bit, "I'm weak...and I can no longer protect... anything..." I handed her the baby, before laying down. "Worthless, that's how I feel."

Dad -

"Well, then I think we need a plan."

Ashley -

"What?" Rosey and Marie flew downstairs and climbed onto the couch with me.

Mom -

"Yes, I think I have an idea."

Ashley -

"No..." truth is, David and I had sex, second truth, his wife is very angry, third truth, she is trying to kill me and this baby, and if she finds out I had anymore kids with him, it will drive her more insane, she stabbed one of my best friends just to get back at me, and David divorced her soon after he heard of her betrayal, then he married me.

Jack -

"Oh my gosh Ashley!" I gasped.

Ashley -

"Jack," I whispered. He smiled.

Jack -

"Ashley, where have you been?"

Ashley -

"Out..." I sighed, "anyways, it's not safe for me here, and it's certainly not fair for anyone here," I slowly handed my mother Parker.

Dad -

"Your married?"

Ashley -

I stopped for a moment and looked at my hand, "...yes..."

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