after some more days, I was discharged...I was more than happy..the hospital was boring anyways...but iam still missing Edward and just wishing that he survives. I don't want to know something happened to him because of me..this guilt is too big for me..

currently, iam in my room,lying there..alana was with me the whole day with siara..they both talked to me and made everything to eat Nd to make me smile....

well, it seems though siara has understood how serious the situation is and is very conscious about her and her family well-being..well, good for her..but still, after that incident,it is difficult for me to sleep peacefully knowing my brother is in city hospital, fighting for his life. my brother Alex and parents go hospital to visit him often..they even make everything easier to for me...thanks to them..but iam more worried now..in last few days, one girl had died because of wolf attack...the news said there are atleast more than 10 Wolf's living in the jungle and it's still confusing about the way they are getting in the city...the reporters had informed that 4 Wolf's and 3 snakes are caught. but danger is still there...since this all is happening, it's difficult for people to go out of their house...schools and many public places are closed too...only, important places are opened and for very less hours...even when I was in the hospital, I could hear the howlings of wolf...or was it only me..I don't know...

our city is very small...it's actually easier for any animal to enter and do this...but there is no proper awareness about it... somewhere, I highly doubt that the wolfs are coming from the jungle...maybe, they are coming from somewhere else??.. nobody has actually went the jungle to check about the wolfs...all are anyway scared..and that's the problem of our city..they all are COWARDS...

when I was lost in my thoughts, I didn't realised when alana had bought food..I sighed. it's evening 5:30 now...she made some yummy pasta with coke..she actually cooks really well even though we are best friends since childhood, I don't know a thing about cooking...

after talking about random things, like how famous we will be in our future and how beautiful we will be...I know she is saying all this to make me distract...she and saira goes back in their homes, after a quick goodbye hug...

next day..

today, I got up late...and had breakfast late too..my mother and Natasha was visiting Edward today....I wish I could go too but I don't have guts to see him in that condition knowing....he..he is like that because of me...I again sighed..after my mom and Natasha goes, I went upstairs to my room...I opened the windows and just sat there, on a chair..I see the streets almost so quiet and empty..only 2 men with some vegetable bags are there...I hate it actually..I wish, it all goes back to normal time...I played the radio for some time passing and just hearing the same news about the wolfs..it seems like one man had a brutal fight with two Wolf's and but still managed to survive....ughh!! only this news and nothing else....well, I wasn't feeling anything either...

I got downstairs and saw my dad and Alex watching the same news about Wolf's in tv...I sighed..when will this all will be end??!..I went down and sat between the two..they both smiled..father asked-' now how are you feeling, mallissa?'..I just nodded and said good...my face is actually got a little messed up, not like I was ever like a rose of Titanic...well, atleast I was normal. but now, I don't know how my people talk to me with me having such a dirty face now...

I just sat their with them and was just watching the news, when we all heard a voice in the kitchen...my father got alerted and asked to stay where we are...

me and Alex saw each other and just nodded..when father was moving towards the kitchen, alex gotten up, nevertheless..he asked me not to move and I just nodded again...and sighed..

they went towards the kitchen and I was just waiting for some thing from my father....unti...
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