after some more days, I was discharged...I was more than happy..the hospital was boring anyways...but iam still missing Edward and just wishing that he survives. I don't want to know something happened to him because of me..this guilt is too big for me..

currently, iam in my room,lying there..alana was with me the whole day with siara..they both talked to me and made everything to eat Nd to make me smile....

well, it seems though siara has understood how serious the situation is and is very conscious about her and her family well-being..well, good for her..but still, after that incident,it is difficult for me to sleep peacefully knowing my brother is in city hospital, fighting for his life. my brother Alex and parents go hospital to visit him often..they even make everything easier to for me...thanks to them..but iam more worried now..in last few days, one girl had died because of wolf attack...the news said there are atleast more than 10 Wolf's living in the jungle and it's still confusing...