It's been a while since I've seen you. I see you have a husband and a baby. I hope you are treating them well. I hope he has the women I seen in your heart. To say I've stopped loving you would be a lie, I will love you until the end of time but.. I will NEVER give you anything including my sympathy and love. I'm a god fearing man, so I do forgive you. It breaks my heart to see what we could've been. Your paranoid alcoholism and my ADHD never mixed. We were something beautiful though.. Like a thunder storm when it rains hail the size of golf balls. You hear the ting like it was a paintballs being projected. I found myself after...