#TheWritingProject

The birds were chirping in the last days of spring while I wanted to just stay in bed but didn't wanted to miss my favorite lecture either .I was getting ready combing my hair while a thought was lingering in my mind I smiled slyly and looked at my reflection in the mirror.

" I look so perfect "

Every one at school thinks of me as the perfect girl who does everything right but little did they knew about my little secret .......
I didn't wanted to miss today's class and add a scratch to my perfect life. My life is just perfect in my point of view.I would never want to ruin it knowing how much difficult it is to have a life like me .Walking to my College I saw my late bestfriend's Friends across the streets.

" Pathetic bitches " I whispered

Not bestfriend but ex-bestfriend her name Eva and Me Lore we were together since childhood but a crack in glass is enough to make it shatter that was how our friend ship ended.If I said I found something I shouldn't it would be wrong cause even after all this it was still worth it .

" Man I really wanna use it right now "

I said as I saw a book lying on the road I took it and it looked quite good and possibly would make a reasonable amount
if I put it inside "it" . I walked around a bit in search of a public bathroom and took out a box from my bag , putting the book inside" it"as I closed it and waited 1 minute and opened it again . As I took out the money in the box along with " the letter " I found this box not too long ago when i went hiking in the mountains on a holiday. The coldness in the bathroom making me shiver or was it the box I am so creeped out because of, I went home and took the box with me but I found myself putting my glasses in the box it was almost like the box was luring me to do so. As time went by I needed my glasses so I went to take my glasses but when I opened it I found money instead of glasses and a letter which looked pretty weird to look at as the letter was folded and there was written MOM in red coloured ink which gave me shivers but the money inside was pleasing enough for me to take it. Not forgetting to read the letter as my curiosity won't let me keep my hands away from that letter I opened the letter realizing I soon started crying the letter was creepy the handwriting it belonged to my mom but the words didn't it was odd how every thing written looked like my mom hated me all her life .
Letter

" i don't know why she Is like that I never wanted her in the first place I don't know why I had a kid like her in the first place such a disappointment I should have never had a kid after my beautiful daughter ( Lore's elder sister ) every thing we had just started to disappear as soon as she came in our lives .Our life could have been much better if she had just died " Should I just throw her somewhere I can't possibly keep feeding her when she is of no use to me

I realized this might just be something like a prank, at least I hoped for it to be .

And that was how I gained a letter every time I put inside something in that box the money was pleasing but the letters always made my heart ache I tried not to read them but after a while I realized that those letters were indeed true one by one I got letters about almost every one like my dad,sister,favorite teachers,crushes, friends and some other peoples as my mom abandoned me near a bus station with a pair of jewelry and told me to survive on my own while my mind was blank and face emotionless as if I myself was prepared

" I didn't knew the things that are pleasing can me heart breaking too"

The letter indeed was true. Then I knew it no one would care. As I stood there while the rain started I had no choice but to get...