yup....I am on deep thinking with merged feelings regarding what to do after my 10th standard.My intermediate application has been released and I need to apply for it as soon as possible.Since my childhood I am very passionate about being a doctor .....when I am in 5th standard I used to wear a white shirt as apron and a plastic sethescope over my neck and I used to act as a doctor.Many of you did the same.But when I am in 9th standard the commercial advertisement in television regarding the promotions of MBA degree made me to feel fascinate of being a bussinesswomen.
finally what to do,the D-Day came ....what to choose to be a doctor or bussinesswomen or something else....
surprisingly I applied for the placement in MPC stream.My dad warned me to never rush things,bustling to make a change in application regarding placement but I replied "dad that's fine and I am all right with MPC stream."The thing concluded at last.Now the quest before me is to qualify the test for placement.Still then I am in 10th standard.I think it's about January and examination dates have been released.
I went for it to write the exam.I am done with it and felt bit confident regarding selections.While in the return trip to home from exam hall I peered at a poster on the wall with a steep view.That's about abroad degree placements......without any thought with a queer expression and ostentatious face I asked my father that"dad if I selected to be streamed my degree at abroad will u let me go?My dad replied ofcourse but don't build castles in air,it's all invain.
The results came and I have been selected for the 2nd phase of examination.I am surprised enough but not excited much.Confusion is still going with interrupted questions that did I took a right decision?,Is thus give me what I want?,Am I feel comfortable with it further?...I bridled to myself about all this.A red letter day to mark is Feb 5th the day of 2nd phase examination.I wrote it off with confidence but I am not sure about the placement.The days are of preparation regarding 10th board.I am completely indulged with practice tests and better preparations.My mind is unconscious regarding results I mean not focused at that fixed point.Results came as it is a cinch and absurdly I am in the selection list....
My grandma spluttered with happiness and my father who is not much expressive was felt like'ok!' I felt the day as felicity but not much excited.The confusion is still part of my brain about what to do......
The dreams intact and I decided to complete my engineering at IIT.This is what the amazement went on....
This is how I felt while choosing my way and now it's your time to choose your way....it's upto you and always do what you like and never work to satisfy others....work to prove yourself