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I'm gasping for air , i'm so tired , i was running ,i cursed as i gently touched my bruised cheek , every blood that drips from my nose got washed away. Those bully girls from school are chasing after me , they said 'every day is another day' but my every day life is always the same . I thought i got numb from everydays event but i'm not ,i hate myself from being weak . I continued running until i reached the abandoned house , i entered the house . It was burned down by its owner ,according to those people around here. I sat on the corner in abandoned house as i saw something glittered in the dark . I stand to look what is that , it was a bracelet . I grabbed the bracelet ,it was so cute that i unconsiously wore it . It was made of real silver carved with little shaped hearts , the rain stopped so i decided to go home . I'm a working student and living alone since my parents are gone 1 month ago, i quickly fell asleep . I woke up late, i went to the bathroom and looked at the mirror . I got paled as i saw the blood in my face and got more scared as i saw my bloody hands, I calmed myself and assumed it's from my wounds it seems too much but i said to myself where else it was from?I took a bath and go to school . My prof. scolded me and said i will only get a warning for now , i entered the room and walk through my chair . I sat on the second last row , few hours had pass and it's luch so break i went to the schools bench and ate . I got startled as i heared someone behind my ears said ' nice bracelet katty" , shana grabbed my left arm , trying to stole the bracelet and it was wierd because even i can't pull it out from my hand when i tried to because i want to just give it to her to end our fight. Shana got annoyed so she left with her friends and the bell rang.The school ended , I went to my apartment ordered food and then i ate and sleep .

I was waiting for her in the bathroom at the bar , a girl with curly orange hair wearing a miniskirt and off shoulder blouse . A few minutes later i heared her footsteps , luckily it was only two of us . i made sure that she will enter the toilet room i was in , she opened the door and enter then locked it and freaked out when she saw me . I quickly slashed her throat so that no one could hear her , i grinned as i drawing a line to cut her chest using scalpel and gently pull out her heart using my bare hands i'm not wearing gloves in these moment because i want to feel it for real . I placed it in a jar, wrapped it in a plastic and put it inside my bag , i go out and close the door . I washed my hands and face so that no one will notice and put the sign 'out of order ' at the door . I wore rubber gloves ,went to my favorite place and buried her lonely heart .

I woke up early today because of my alarm clock so that i wont get late to work , it's weekend today i need to work the whole day for living . My head hurts like hell, the hair on my nape stand as i saw a little dry stain of blood in my dads scalpel that i always placed under my pillow just to stare at it because there's so many memories lies in it . He gave it to me on my 16th birthday because i said i want to be a surgeon too , but my dreams fall apart when they died on a car accident . I searched my bag to take some tissue towel that i always carry with me . I'm planning to clean the scalpel but i knew somethig feels weird ,i grab my bag that placed under my bed theres where i always put it ,i'm a messy person , so it became more wierder to see my things arranged in obsessive way and smelled perfume inside my bag .I also smell a little bit of wet soil from it but still i chose to ignore it , i grabbed the tissue towel and sanitizer to clean the scalpel then place it under my pillow after. I walked through the bathroom to get ready for work, i brushed my teeth and throw the toothpaste sachet . What is that?I saw a muddy gloves from the trash can....

-sorry for the grammatically error😷✌️😅
- to be continue

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