kinda feels like I've outlived the curse I was born with
though I sometimes miss the perseverance that I faced those storms with
that hypersensitive psyche of my mom crossed with
the ever impatient and sociopath nature of my dad along with
my own tendencies which led to that phase in my life in which I've perpetually struggled with
long since
I gained hold of my senses like a ball in the hands of a clown with which he juggles with
I used to feel like I'm a mere puppet in the hands of my fate though I never knew that unlike everyone else did
I've grown tired of these pretensions that I often put up to deal with
the nasty ass realities which threaten to make my brain sick
that's why I've decided just to live life one day at a time until God decides to do away my life with !!


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