The Outside Looking in Pt.1
06/07/2021

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Why is friendship kinda like a one way mirror?
I mean when I look though it
Everything seems to be fine from where I stand.
But as soon as im welcome inside
The place is always burning to the ground
Just ash in front of me
Completely and utterly Chaos
I ask myself well could I have stopped this?
Was this my Fault?
From the outside looking in it looks perfectly fine.
I thought that they was happy
I was wrong
What could I have done?!
Can I stop it now?
Just let me help!!!
Let me be there!!
Wait, I'm not allowed?!
If you go, what stops me from joining?!
Can't you see I need you?! I love you?!
I can't just replace you! I wont replace you! I'd rather join you!!!
If you go we go together!
You think your plain, i think your beautiful
But then again you have birds saying other but you know their just lies
Because if you think that then other guy wouldn't be lookin at you through other eyes

“Will my words be enough to cheer you up?”

(Always)

“What do you see in me “

(I did tell you once but I’ll tell you a Thousand Of Times)

(You might just call me the “nice guy” but I'm telling the truth And I bet you don't hear this too much or enough)

(Like I told you once before Ill think you have more to offer than you think now let's be honest Talking to you is The Talk of the Town You make everything Exciting And Your conversations Is the funnest thing We ever had We will remember it to the end, We all wish we could kick it with you to the beggien to the end but all good things come to an end You're one of the most Honest and open person I've ever talked to And you have an amazing skill at writing / instrument / Conversations / Getting friendships / Social relationships & fan base) I could go forever but i'll do that in Pm or Dm’s

(You want to try but you're scared don't you see)

Well depends on what you're talking about like I see that you're scared of your family finding out because you have a very strict set of rules that you must follow or you will get your phone taken away and I know you will probably never hear me again or even see me for that matter but its not like i'll go nowhere you can easialy find me again.

(What if I decided that I can't take this life anymore.)

I am not in the situation that I can stop you very well the only thing that I am able to say is that would be a detriment to my own health and I guess that their would two less life on earth-
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