The Inside-Out Diaries
Entry: Nothing special
06/04/2021
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I come from a strict family
So I can almost never call you.
The distance means that I can't hug, kiss, or hold you.
If you're sad and having a bad day,
Will my words be enough to cheer you up?
I'm awake while you're asleep
I'm asleep while you're awake- how much time does that give us..
I have nothing to offer you- I really don't!
What do you see in me?!
I'm hella insecure and I can't take compliments
I hate myself
I hate myself
I don't have a nice body
Or a pretty face
There are tons of girls out there and yet you chose the most plain!


I want to try- but I'm scared can't you see that?
I honestly think this is all fake- there is no way this could be happening to me!
I-
What if I decide that I can't take this life anymore?!
What if I slit my wrists too far-
If I die-

My life is complicated
I don't think you want a complicated girl
A plain girl
A not very beautiful girl

Stay on Writco-
Do a collab with someone
I'm sure you can find another suicidal girl who's good at writing poetry
I'm nothing special
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