Happy birthday to my beautiful daughter. My message to you.

I have always felt blessed even while I was going through my horrible childhood but even then, I felt God's hand in my life.
When I was 21 the doctors found out that I had endometriosis and they told me they wanted to do a hysterectomy on me. They said it didn't matter because I wouldn't be able to have children anyway but I had this crazy faith even back then.

I knew I was going to have children. There was nothing more important in my life than to have a child and I knew that God was going to make this possible. Fast forward years later, I got married and we tried to have a baby for 5 years. I went to specialist after specialist and they all said the same thing that I had too much scar tissue and it would be a miracle if I did.

I finally got pregnant and had a miscarriage. We were crushed but I kept praying and then that miracle happened. I got pregnant again, we were beyond happy. You wanted to come out fast, from the beginning. You were crowing at 7 months, and I was put on bed rest. No moving except to go to the bathroom, boy, this...