I think a lot of people make their lives a living hell because they have conditioned themselves into thinking they deserve less than what they want. So even though life isn't that hard to live through, very simple it should seem like, they choose the tough road. They would rather suffer or quit. With everything that had gone wrong for them why should they force themselves to live happy. Should be easy to live happy, right? So why can't they like everyone else? Why do they find something wrong with everything?


What's the psychological reason? Is it that easy for someone to become depressed after only one thing that happened in their life? Or maybe it took many wrongs that happened. In a world that is already fucked up, of course people are going to find everything wrong. It could be in their workforce or relationships. Could this be why they turn to drugs? Why they turn to other things? I think so. They are just lost souls in a fucked up world just wanting to experience something good that lasts as long as pain.
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