Secretly desiring you to be here with me on this night, secretly desiring you to be here with me even if it's for another fight. In silence my heart screams to be in your presence. In silence for we cannot afford the consequence. Share this view with me as we promised together when absent of thee, share this view with me as we stare at the moon together desiring to be free. Giving self to the keeper as I fight with my inner, giving self to another my heart commute betraying its lover. Not knowing how longer, not knowing longing its savior. Tonight, tomorrow rather sooner desperately wishing for a fight leading to murder; tonight, tomorrow rather sooner desperately wishing for a fight as the unwanted gives above and beyond such a rewarding keeper.

Secret Lover
Carlis Rowe