~1~

"Wait for the signal and I'll meet you after dark
Show me the places where the others gave you scars
Now this is an open-shut case
Guess I should've known from the look on your face
Every bait and switch was a work of art"
~ Taylor Swift (Williow)

{This lines struck intensely since sometimes, these are lines I want someone telling me. They would know how shattered I am just reading my eyes. But, those types of people are too rare and I don’t I’ll ever find one, so I keep listening to these lines. }
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~2~

"The more that you say
The less I know"
~ Taylor swift (Williow)

{This is so true. The first time I heard, I was like, “what the hell? What does that mean?” but as I heard it twice, I finally got the notion. Suppose you feel like you have known a person all your life, and if he or she suddenly decided to show her true colors, you would be too surprised with how less you knew. So like the more the person reveals his actual persona, the less you knew him or her your entire life.}
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~3~

"And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye"
~Taylor swift (Last December)

{This one made me smile sadly. These lines actually resemble a part of my life. I drive people away since I give into the prison of insecurity every time. I get too suspicious if anyone new wants to be my friend. I was never good with socializing and these lines made me so sad because I never think I can good enough for anyone.}
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~4~

"I have a lot of tears
But I don’t wanna cry"
~ Seventeen (Don’t wanna cry)

{This two lines are too genuine and emotional. All my life as I approached further, I kept facing more disappointments, deceptions and other emotions but never satisfied. So, these lines made me convey that no matter how much I’m breaking apart inside, I still want to be strong and not spill tears.}
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~5~

"No damsel in distress, don't need to save me
Once I start breathin' fire, you can't tame me
And you might think I'm weak without a sword
But if I had one, it'd be bigger than yours"
~Ava max (Kings and queens)

{These lines made me smile proudly since I don’t want to be preserved. I want to fly free and I want to be my only defense. It’s just me against the world. They made me recognize how it depends on the person if she wants to be tough or tear down and wait for someone else to protect. I want to be my only shield from all the people in the world.}
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~6~

"A princess doesn't cry (no-o)
Over monsters in the night
Don't waste our precious time
On boys with pretty eyes"
~ Aviva Mongillo (Princesses don't cry)

{These lines are too authentic. These are lines I want someone to sing them to me if I ever cry over a guy and trust me, it won’t ever happen. Since I’m the one with most trust issues and guys will never be a part of my life until I say so (No offense to the guys in writco. You would have said the same thing if you knew what happened to me.) But, I do respect the guys as my friends.}
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~7~

I can’t keep waiting
My trust is fading
We’ve been here for too long
I thought that we could last forever
I’ve had enough
I know you need me
It won’t be easy
Now what we had is gone
If we’re not gonna be together
We should break-up...
~ caroline (We should break up)

{These line kinda reminded me of those girls who waits for the guy, who mostly can’t quit his player ways. I mean how long could the girl wait for him to realize his mistakes? It’s also same from the guy’s POV if a girl is like that, vice versa.}
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~8~

"Yeah, we were born to be alone
But why we still looking for love?"
~ blackpink (Lovesick girls)

{These lines are true. That’s what I tell to reassure myself when I find myself alone while my friends are laughing together. This is what I say to myself when I see everyone getting together while I need a serious effort to let out a smile.}
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~9~

"Didn't wanna be a princess, I'm priceless
A prince not even on my list
Love is a drug that I quit
No doctor could help when I'm lovesick"
~ Blackpink (Lovesick girls)

{Being a princess is too boring, not that I underestimate them. They too have a long list of things they need to maintain but I would rather be a street kid than a princess. It takes a lot of effort to fake a smile, say things you don’t mean, don’t know who’s lying and who’s telling the truth. And yes, love is a drug that I quit asking.}
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~10~

"I crumbled before your eyes
Hit rock bottom and sunk deeper
To grab onto the last bit of hope
I've tried to reach out with both my hands"
~ Blackpink (How you like that?”)

{These lines match a part of my reality. I’m not sane, I never was but people fail to realize my true character and assume me for being innocent. The piece of hope I hold onto always slips away rapidly. It just hurts too much.}
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~11~

"I've always been the one to say the first goodbye
Had to love and lose a hundred million times
Had to get it wrong to know just what I like
Now I'm falling"
~ Dua lipa (Break my heart)

{I was always the first one to never look back and leave but now, I care too much and the price I have to pay is a lot of disloyalties from the people I trusted all my life. These lines are my favorite.}
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~12~

"It seem like dying young is an honor
But who'd be at my funeral? I wonder"
~ Post Malone (Hollywood’s bleeding)

“These lines made me laugh first but then I sighed. It is true. I don’t keep friends too close to me. I don’t trust my own family. I would rather sit at the corner than being with a horde of people that wouldn’t give a thought before leaving without a goodbye. Sometimes, it makes me feel like, it’s just me, alone in this world with no one to see me clearly.}
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~13~

"Said you'd take a bullet, told me you would die for me
I had a really bad feeling you've been lying to me."
~Post Malone and Halsey (Die for me)

{These lines made me think of the false promises my family and friends made to me and how easily they lied to defend themselves. It’s just too cruel to play with others emotions! They are not freaking toys!}

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There it is! Favourite songs of mine although it was too difficult to choose between a million of songs.
Hope you like some of mine.
*I sincerely want to thank everyone who decided to give my challenge a chance! Seriously, you guys surprised me! I came to know how some of your feelings actually resemble mine.
Thank you guys!*


© beautiful monkey