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WITH HOPE THAT NO OTHER PERSON SHOULD EVER ENDURE SUCH SUFFERING 😭
(For those whom missed my post about Jens daughters suicide, I will share some of the info previously mentioned)
Jen had approached me as she wanted to share her experiences in the book I began writing. Jen wanted to be a motivation to the world. When the lockdown began it was difficult to do much. Even though I prefer sitting with someone and truly listening to them and not just hearing and jotting down stuff, I had little choice. As the months passed , when it was a little safer, I popped in to fetch some pics from Jen . During the few moments I waited, as she stepped away to fetch them, I heard her scream the most chilling screams I've ever heard. Her daughter had killed herself, the poor child had been facing such a hard time with other kids not accepting her, bullied so much that she saw suicide as the only way out😭😭😭. I tore inside, it left me devastated, what was there to say to Jen to comfort her.. nothing. I have faced many sorrows and difficult times, I've had 6 miscarriages, I've been attacked and beaten a few times. Yet this, this is beyond my suffering. Jen went through a life of trauma, years of abuse etc, abandoned by her own, yet she came out strong and a conqueror. But this...losing her only child, this way 😭😭😭 was too much. She asked me to share it with the hope that many lives would be saved, she said it was all she could do after not being there for her baby 😭😭😭. This conqueror, this amazing, strong woman had disappeared, a few months ago Jen killed herself😭😭😭.
I've been deeply hurt and torn, but a part of me is relieved that Jens no more screaming, crying, her grief resulted her havin to be sedated, needing to be watched constantly, spending her waking moments screaming for her child 😭.
There are people going through more than we could ever, some of us have small problems compared to others.
THE LORD TAUGHT US TO LOVE, BE COMPASSIONATE AND REACH OUT TO THOSE IN NEED, LET US ALL HONOR HIS BIRTH BY PUTTING THIS INTO PRACTICE. No matter which faith you follow, compassion and luv forms the basis of most religions. Let us NOT SEE EACH OTHER ONLY ACCORDING TO THE RELIGION WE FOLLOW BUT RATHER SEE EACH OTHER AS HUMAN BEINGS WHOM ALL DESERVE LOVE, RESPECT & COMPASSION.
©2020 Vireka Kemraj
Jen had approached me as she wanted to share her experiences in the book I began writing. Jen wanted to be a motivation to the world. When the lockdown began it was difficult to do much. Even though I prefer sitting with someone and truly listening to them and not just hearing and jotting down stuff, I had little choice. As the months passed , when it was a little safer, I popped in to fetch some pics from Jen . During the few moments I waited, as she stepped away to fetch them, I heard her scream the most chilling screams I've ever heard. Her daughter had killed herself, the poor child had been facing such a hard time with other kids not accepting her, bullied so much that she saw suicide as the only way out😭😭😭. I tore inside, it left me devastated, what was there to say to Jen to comfort her.. nothing. I have faced many sorrows and difficult times, I've had 6 miscarriages, I've been attacked and beaten a few times. Yet this, this is beyond my suffering. Jen went through a life of trauma, years of abuse etc, abandoned by her own, yet she came out strong and a conqueror. But this...losing her only child, this way 😭😭😭 was too much. She asked me to share it with the hope that many lives would be saved, she said it was all she could do after not being there for her baby 😭😭😭. This conqueror, this amazing, strong woman had disappeared, a few months ago Jen killed herself😭😭😭.
I've been deeply hurt and torn, but a part of me is relieved that Jens no more screaming, crying, her grief resulted her havin to be sedated, needing to be watched constantly, spending her waking moments screaming for her child 😭.
There are people going through more than we could ever, some of us have small problems compared to others.
THE LORD TAUGHT US TO LOVE, BE COMPASSIONATE AND REACH OUT TO THOSE IN NEED, LET US ALL HONOR HIS BIRTH BY PUTTING THIS INTO PRACTICE. No matter which faith you follow, compassion and luv forms the basis of most religions. Let us NOT SEE EACH OTHER ONLY ACCORDING TO THE RELIGION WE FOLLOW BUT RATHER SEE EACH OTHER AS HUMAN BEINGS WHOM ALL DESERVE LOVE, RESPECT & COMPASSION.
©2020 Vireka Kemraj
