HIS LAST WISH

Neil was constantly sobbing. "What happened was that I won his trust and then broke it, he never went close to anybody because he was afraid that one day people would leave him alone, I changed his that fear in reality."

"There was a function in school that day, I saw him for the first time, he performed poetry in that function and I was totally impressed with him, he was so beautiful. His face, which is now dull and weak, was the most beautiful face in the school, at that time. These eyes of him, which are now full of despair, at that time were full of hope, dreams used to fly in these eyes. I was completely impressed with him. At first I was so confused to have these feelings for a guy, but his innocence, his smile was making me crazy and I decided to swim with the flow. I wanted to make the most beautiful boy in the school mine. I started following him from school to home reciting poems to him.

Do you know Neelam, he didn't have anyone in his family, his parents died in a car accident and his brother worked in another city. He was completely alone. I never saw him talking to anyone. Maybe he didn't even have friends. He never felt love in his life, perhaps that's why he did not know the difference between fake love and real love. And he believed that my love was true. At first he didn't even look at me, but gradually he started smiling to me. One day, while following him, I proposed him through a poem-

Just looking at you makes me smile
Thinking about you pause my world for a while
Dreaming about you gives me a sleepless night
Hey boy, I love you with all my heart might

He stopped and turned to me, he slowly approached me, I could see tears in his eyes but there was no line of sorrow on his face but happiness, "Really? You love me so much?" he asked with enthusiasm.

I was prepared for this. "Yes, I really love you. I can't even breathe without you," I answered romantically.

He was smiling and blushing but tears were also losing his eyes. He thought something for a while and his smile disappeared, he quickly held my hands, his lips were shivering and i could see some fear in his eyes, "Will you leave me in future like my parents did? Will you disappear suddenly some day...., leaving me alone?" he sobs.

"Never" I was very confused. I never have proposed to anyone before but...so I don't know how to answer it but I remembered some dialogue, this was a very weird question for me but I had to answer it "I promise, i will always be next to you, if you cry, i will dry your tears, if you become sad, i will become the reason behind your smile, i will never ever leave you." by making a promise I won her heart as well as her trust. The trust, I was always ready to break. Perhaps I was the first person on whom he was trusting that he would not leave him, he would always be with heim. Do you know Neelam? He was so serious about this relationship that he only used to smile at me, never bothered me by asking why i am late. He just used to listen to me, he never joked or asked any silly questions and never became angry if I...