addiction.

living as a addict is not easy
none of it is fun
it's traumatic
losing everything
and everyone
homelessness most cases
not knowing where you'll sleep
how you'll eat
and on top of it
doing things you aren't proud of to afford your habit
by the time you know it
your feral
having no structure or normal activities
changes you to turn into a person you don't know anymore
making it hard to be around normal people
or them being not wanting to be near you
on top of it
most addicts are extremely fucked up
so your constantly dealing with people taking everything you got
not giving two shits if your left for dead
just take take take
and people who don't understand addiction
being just as fucked up to you
you eventually end up in jail
with a criminal record
your child(ren)
ripped from you
causing...