the clock never stops tiking
from one o'clock to the next
tik tok tik tok tik tok
ready tik! or not tok !

I'll take a minute to breathe
time wouldn't care
therefore i am a warrior of time
without trying
tears fall down from my eye
i quickly wipe
time do not allow it

i was diagnosed with a disease I will not name
eventually we all die this world is filthy filled with diseases we will die out
you are on your way to Heaven maybe get hit by bus but death is in the cards

i stare at death every now and then
I'm crippled by this disease and released every now and then

i wanna be normal again like i once was so many things has ended. I want a Pass in life i wanna get everything i ever wanted...( sighing and moans)and stares into window of the door as if she was held hostage

my younger sister sat in front of me
and started speaking i can't put together the word it looked serious. i stared at the door's window my favourite thing at the dining room
the sofa is like one of my symptoms of my illness
when i look across to my sister
i can tell she was crying
she said : i do not like your mentality towards life period
This is the harshest time in your life
but there is no way back . you can turn back but there is no way back from here
you do not deserve this no one does but we here you not alone . although it's you who has to fight the hardest bru!
me: is your voice breaking
my sister: (eye roll)
me : i see no light where i am standing
the way i feel the pain is a consistent reminder that the sun is not coming no happiness in the way
i close my eyes and act like it's a short death but i know i will open my eyes again
my sister: it seems your sadness is every important to you Chadwick had what ypu had. He was relentless a star in my eyes . you should read a book or we could have book session
adopt a new mind see the world in some else mind
i don't know how my hero did it but but he was scared too but he power through to tell a different story not the sad one the powerful one. Takes something to be that person i won't lie it ain't easy.
we can't leave life with problems
we leave life with solutions
my brother i love you
take power in everything in everything
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