The next most important thing to me would be my beliefs and the way I see the world. Like I said leaving off on Part One I can be very outspoken especially behind something Im passionate about and since I'm not a shy person I have no problem addressing a situation no matter the circumstance when it comes to the truth and justice. We live in such an awful world but it's a world we as human beings created and I don't believe there is anything more dangerous than our own kind. Yes I realize myself alone will not conquer the hatred in this world but I will never let hatred conquer me. A friend once said that I was to nice and I needed to harden up a bit because the world was cold and that's just the way it was and the way it would always be...... Well I'm underestimated at time's but that's ok, I'm hurt alot more than most and let down quiet often but that's still ok because I see it like this, at the end of my day when all is said and done I know in my soul I gave the best I could to serve not only myself but God that day. I will not be answering for anyone but me when called to leave this world so yes I could join the mean crowd but God didn't put me here to fit in or to go with the flow of society and sadly people are more concerned with fitting an image that will impress others rather than just doing what is right and just being themselves. He made us all unique and the main thing he wanted above all was for us to love one another as he loved us. I choose love so when someone was steals from me I give gifts to them, if someone hurts me I forgive them and if someone belittles me I pray for them but it's not out of weakness or fear it's simply for myself and loving my soul.No I'm not a saint I sin daily in my own ways and believe me I'm far from perfect but when it's my turn to answer I have plenty to answer for of my own without trying to answer for why I help spread ugliness and carry a soul filled with judgement for other people. And yes I'm proud to say I do not judge anyone for anything for only one person holds that power and that's GOD. Being an Empath my bones are built from compassion and a passion for helping others. That same friend said to me I was wasting my time trying to change people and I should just get used to others behavior's like people lie and people steal or there is no such thing as a loyal person anymore. Well first of all I never try to change anyone or what they may believe in but I refuse to get used to that excuse for humanity. People choose to lie or steal and if that's how they choose to carry out their life then by all means carry on but everyone deserves at least one chance and maybe it's that one chance that changes their entire world at least I know I tried. As a little girl my dad would tell me that the person I should always respect the most is my enemy or the people that don't like me because if I could maintain that trait about myself I would beat them with knowledge instead of violence and now at 37 year's his words have never let me down. Sure violence is unable to be avoided in some cases I suppose but we kill each other now day's just to have something to do when a simple adult conversation could change so much. Why hate comes so easily to people now day's I will never understand and once again I don't judge hate people because I have not lived their story or know the damages to their heart I just pray for them and try to comprehend. I don't believe in race except for we are all one race and that is HUMAN. Bone is bone, flesh is flesh and blood is blood! I believe we given color for vibrance in this world not hate I mean think about it imagine if we were all the same color with the same skin tone well personally that seems a little bland to me. So God gave us color and filled the world with variety giving us a splash of different background allowing us to always have something to learn from one another.And as far as religion goes you can probably tell God is my King but I practice my faith a little different than the ordinary. From the time of my earliest memories as a child I always just knew who he was and he has always resided in my heart. I'm not from a very religious background and attended church or Sunday school very little as a little girl but nobody ever had to tell me about God he's just always been a part of me from even referring to bible verses I had never read as early on as six years of age. So no I don't attend church but yes I'm a firm believer in prayer and I fluently let my love for him be known. As I said earlier I am no saint but more like a very honest sinner and unless I know for certainty I will never repeat a behavior I don't proclaim to him I will because he knows of my sins before I do and he deserves more from me than a constant lie. I love the few people I let close to me with my soul because that is the part of me that will live forever and I hope to keep them forever also. I love the world with my heart the good, the bad, the pretty and the ugly of it has a place in me I sincerely care for and that will require a partner flexible for that because doing what I can while I breathe on this earth is important to me. We only live once and any second could be the last so I want all of mine to count.

Part 3 coming soon
© LaDonna Michelle💛