[«A LETTER TO A GIRL, WHO IS BECOMING 7TEEN IN FEW WEEKS...»]

My life as a 16th year old gurl....
is kinda like Im in a place where I know everyone but by only entering into, I can't even recognise myself.

Staying up until 3 am and having a lesson for waking up last,
Listening to love song even don't related them
Watching stuffs even I know it's not for my age, still see out of my curiosity
In order to understand myself, I'm moving away from others
Facing a war inside my brain every minute
Always have a phrase where i find myself depressed despite knowing the meaning
Call myself worst, losser, ugly and worthless, cuz I needda hear the opposite from anyone
Without feeling of love, hug or kiss someone; still wanna expect from someone
Wanna someone to love me, even tho I can't say that I can treat them well or not
Am I really deserve this?
I'm still lost in this world, and I know I'm the only one who can set myself free
What's my aim, purpose...